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Sunday, August 14, 2005

12:02 AM

at home today the whole day... so damn boring, nothing to do.. jus dunno wat to do.. cant seem to do anything.. cant seem to be as per normal.. i jus dunno wat happen to me.. im too confused, confused wit the thing called "life........"

wat makes me say dat way is bcos, sometimes things happened to the unexpected.. sometimes u r happy, sad, lonely, blah, blah, blah....

i hate loneliness. it would really make me cry even for nothing.. it make me thinks even though i dunno wat im tinking.. feels like life w/o dat special someone doesnt work out for me.. i mean im too lonely, i jus need someone whom i can talk to.. i jus dunno to whom im gona talk wit to share all my problems dat im suffering.. talk to frens dat is another way but sometimes frens dey jus listen n give advice, dey did makes ur life much brighter much happier but it is totally different when u haf someone special to be there for u...

i dunno why suddenly my mind kept thinking of relationship, past n future relationship.. my past is always a past but my future i will neva noe wat will happen.. im jus too confused to think n to chose wat is right n wat is wrong.. i jus dun wanna break anyone heart.. i noe how dey feel if being hurt by someone.. i oso got hurt time n time again.. i had enough of it.. im praying n hoping dat GOD will show the right man for me in time to come..

being single there's an advantages n disadvantages... u r free to do anything dat u like to do, but at times u will feel damn lonely..

being attached, well there is someone out there for u but wen it comes to a problems it will lead us to start a fight n end up breaking up w/o even thinking wats next...

so, i duno wat is the thing called love.. issit meant to be forever or jus for a while....

hmm.. my brain cant think of anything now.. totally blank n clueless... all dat i wish for is... hoping dat i will be strong n go on wit my life.......

♥ I'll be everything you need....... ♥

Norazlina
23rd November 1982
Sagittarius

~ Him soooooo much, Yazid ♥♥♥ ~
~ ClOSe FwEns~
~ My Late Mum & Dad ~
~ My one only elder Brother ~
~ KIKI the crazy cat ~

- Get a job
- ~~Own a laptop~~
- Get a Class 3 Driving License
- Get engaged/married before reaching the age of 30
- ~~Own a Digital Camera~~

Eqin
Shabella

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