I dream

2009-03-10T23:44:00.006+08:00

2009-01-28T00:28:00.007+08:00

26th January 2008 - 26th January 2009

Its already 1 year my beloved mum have left us.....
Time really flies so fast.....
But still i do feel she's still around.....

Mum, even though u have left me.....
U're still remembered by me.....
In my heart is the place dat i will keep u forever....
I really miss u soooo much mum.....

How i envy others who still have their mum's around.....
To take care of dem wen their sick.....
To be with them for happy or sad....
To share happiness, sadness & sorrows....

Til now, I'm still thinking.....
Where should i turn to if anyting happened to me....
Its really different now......
Things had change, people around me are changing....

I wonder.....

To my lovely frens out there....
Do cherish ur mum....
u'll never know wat wil happened...
Life really different when they are not around anymore...

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Here's are some meaningful words from me to my Beloved Mum....

What is home without a mother?
All things this world may send,
But when i lost my darling mother,
I lost my dearest friend.

There's a sad but sweet remembrance,
There is a memory fond & true,
And a token of affection, mother,
And a heartache still for you.

Dearest mother,
We miss you so much.
The love u gave us
Spoke beautifully of you.

Dearest mum,
May ur soul rest in peace,
May Heaven be ur place,
I will always pray for u........
I miss u soooo much........

2009-01-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooooo in lurvveeee wit dis song from my fav idol....

Taufik Batisah....

I dedicate this song to my one & only sayang..........
Enjoy!!!

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taufik batisah - Nafasku

Kasihmu
Di luar jangkaanku
Sulit rasanya hidupku tanpamu
Usah kau pergi jauh

Aku berjanji
Cintamu ku bawa mati
Tak inginku mula cerita baru
Diriku teruntuk kamu
(Semuanya untuk kamu)

Chorus:
Setiap nafasku
Berpesan padamu
Jangan pernah
Tinggalkan diriku

Sentiasa hadir
Di jalan hidupku
Yakini cintaku
Untuk kamu
(Hanya untukmu)

Aku menanti
Ketibaan hari itu
Saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati
Dua menjadi satu

Aku mengerti
Kata-kataku percuma
Hingga tiba suatu masa
Semuakan menjadi nyata

(chorus)

Untuk kamu ku serah segala
Untuk kamu ku beri bahagia
Untuk kamu ku janji setia
Untuk kamu...

2009-01-12T02:14:00.002+08:00

Helllooooo Everyone...

Who ever stil reading my blog...
Happy 2009!!!!

Hope its still not too late to wish it....

well, Im back...

Miss me toooo much already? hahahaha...

Anyway, New Year....
Im back wit a new blogskins....

New year for me is...

A new beggining....

A new beggining in everything & in life....

A new resolution....
A new perspective in life..
A new journey in a new path....

I hope dis yr in 2009 will be a new chapter in my life....

Doesnt mean new, i will forget bout the old one...

2008-10-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Beloved Aunt,

Zainab Binte Ihim....

Semoga Panjang Umur & Dimurahkan Rezeki...

Insya'allah...

2008-09-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

Hellooo...

Im back again..
Yesterday....

Went out to find eye shadow @ john little...
couldnt find the right 1....
til i wanna go queue n pay...
suddenly my cousin found the better one for me...

thanks to eqin
who chose this make up kit for me... =)
cool rite? hehee...
its only cost @ $19.90
after 20% discount will be $15.92

Yesterday my condition was not dat good...
My migraine strike me again...
and dis time was worse....
the migraine start b4 my break fast until i reach home....

On the way back home in the train..
my head was stil sooooo pain until i wanna vomit...
i try to close my eyes n sleep but i cant because of those people in the train was sooooo noisy...
i couldnt tahan the environment dat time...
head was spining like duno wat..
sometimes the feeling like "Boom, boom, boom"

Wen i reach home..
quickly i go and eat the panadol...
After i ate the panadol...
It was ok after few hrs...
BUT...
i cant sleep the whole nite til i wake up to eat for sahur @ 450am...
can u imagine...
haizzz...
wat a sleepless nite i had...

Well,
wat did i do wit the make up kit?
I did make up trial to my niece... Nuradillah.. hehehe...
and here's the result... =)

2008-09-17T01:26:00.003+08:00

As requested....
I'll update my blog b4 it dying....
But let me warn u all...
Please standby a packet of tissue paper..
cOs mayb my entry this time roud mayb very touching...
well it depend on each individual...
How u feel bout it..

Well....
Time really pass by fast, it's already the 3rd week of Ramadhan...

Lately, I've been thinking bout my late mum sooo much every nite b4 i sleep...
sometimes i do cry thinking bout those times i took care of her...

From appointments with the doctor,
accompany her to see doc wen she can stil be able to walk,
when serious situation happened til she need to be warded in hospital,
when she's being warded in the emergency ward,
the panic, scared feeling thinking of her situation,
whether's she's fine in there,
updated from the Doctor-In-Charge of her,
unlimited waiting hours for her during her major operations,
praying hard to ALLAH, hoping dat everything will be fine,
visit her everyday non-stop in the hospital,
accompany her, feed her, cook for her, help her in many ways...
The moment whereby i dun wanna go home & leave her alone...
cos i noe she'll be alone & she dun like being warded in the hospital...
she always wants me to stay over & accompany her...
NUH & Assisi Hospice always hold strongs memories of me being wit my late mum...

For all dat i've mention above....
dat is wat i've been thinking lately in dis fasting month....
the feeling of missing my late mum so badly is so strong during fasting month....

I believe during fasting month....
she's around...
Not only my late mum,
my late dad. late grandmother & late grandfather are also around
to come by & look at us....

Well, i duno how its gonna be like this raya, but all i know it will never be the same...
so much happened to me...
Love, life, work & family...

But i still Thank ALLAH, for all these...
For i've grown up & bcome wiser..
If i don't love, i won't get to noe how hurt feels...
If i don't lose things or people around me, I won't learn to cherish them...
Being happy & stay strong no matter how hard things gonna be...
pray hard & smile, ALLAH will help, though sometime its gonna take time...
Never stop believing, ALLAH don't answer to prayers straight away,
and sometimes, we dun get wat we prayed for...
but whatever comes from HIM, that's the best for us...

But i do really appreciate & cherish those people around me that do still care bout me...
Thank you very much...

These are not just words anymore,
not ego or trying to appear strong...
I'm stronger... and now I know wat dats means...

2008-08-28T00:31:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone!!!
How's everything out there goin on?

Its been sO long since i last update rite?
well....
i jus duno wat to update....

Anyway,
Quite recently....
im addicted to this RUBIC CUBE...

didnt noe dat this little cute cube can make me HOOK on it...
Once start...
U can spent hours & hours struggling the cube to get a particular colour together...
Its cool & fun...
Especially to release STRESS or to WASTE TIME... hehehe...
seriously...
u will never really notice bout how time flies wen u put ur hands & get started to it...

Well....
How did i get hook on the cube?
hmmmm....
Its from my nephew...
He bought the rubic cube...
at first i jus dun bother....
but sooner or later...
i wanna try it....
and wallllaaa....

I even bought for myself one @ $3.90
cheap rite? hehehe..
It may sound childish...
but its cool... trust me...

Soon in 3 days time will be the starting of fasting month already...
again time flies soooo fast...
in 4 more mths will be the starting of 2009...
Haizzz...

As usual....
im not sure whether im gonna be happy or not during HAri Raya...
Cos early dis yr...
i've lost my late mum...

for 9yrs my late dad had pass away...

so i shouldnt enjoy much for hari raya...
mayb jus 50/50....
cos i believe...
i will definitely be very, very sad...
haizzz....

To all muslims....
Happy Fasting...
Selamat Berpuasa...

2008-08-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

"HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!"

CONGRATULATIONS

TO MY BEST FREN

NOR AISHA

FOR HER ENGAGEMENT!!!

whom i've know for 11yrs now & counting........

Both of you have come this far together...

Hope this will be forever til eternity...

Lets the picture do the talking.....

2008-07-29T12:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

TO THESE LOVELY PEOPLE....

DESMOND (27TH JULY 08)
&
SHEKIN (28TH JULY 08)

On the 27th july 08 went to Desmond Birthday party @ chevron...

Quite a nice place there...

The food was nice, everyting was fun...

It was a great day where everyone got to meet up & talking bout each & everyone lifes..

Like wat u working as now, wen wanna get married & all those stuffs...

Like "Hey u slim down already" but not to me...

I guess i put on a lot of weight..

dats y nobody dares to say dat to me..

cos scared it might hurt my feelings.. I guess...

Wahahaha...

Those who jus get to noe dat i havnt been working all along was kinda shocked...

Mayb dey tot im already married...

but hey not yet lah...

stil got long way to go...

some said...

wah... great life...

at home shake legs...

hahahha...

Ya rite...

Been enjoying it for 7mths goin to 8mths soon...

Too much, too much...

HEhehehe...

But sadly i had to went off early & couldnt get the taste of Desmond 21st Birthday Cake cos i gtg during dat tyme wen he wanted to cut his bday cake...

Went off to meet "someone"

went to vivo city & watch movie... "prom night"

Can say dat the show was kinda of boring lah...

All he do was killed the person whoever close to the girl dat he like...

really crazy & sycho killer...

Watever it is...

I had fun on dat day...

but sadly couldnt get to stay long...

Mayb 1 day we shld plan & meet up soon...
ITS A MUST!!!

dats all for now...

tcare everyone....

P/S: I'M GOIN CRAZY OVER CAPSULES STATION...
Can someone help me with the crazinest dat i had...

2008-07-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Its 23rd july today...
23 my favourite number...

But favourite doesnt mean good...
cos someting had happened today...
Well...
the story goes like dis...
was browsing someone friendster profile pictures...
But i beliEve dat some1 purposely upload the picturesto let me know wats really goin on...
thanks a million lot to dat some1 lah eh..r
eally appreciate it so much...

oklah,w/o me pro-long it any further...
That person who had been MIA for sooooooo long.....
JUST GOT MARRIED LAH SEY!!!!im not sure whether JUST MARRIED or wat lah..
Heck care...
dun wanna care sooo much bout it...

I cant really explain how i feel rite now...
Only GOD knows...

Well...
to dat "MIA person"
may u live HAPPILY EVER AFTER with the LOVE OF UR LIFE!!

BIG APPLAUSE TO U LAH EH...
For being MIA & out of a sudden u're married!!!
great!!
GOOD JOB!!
WELL DONE!!

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Oh well...
dis song really suits u...

TAKE A BOW - RIHANNA

Ohh
How bout a round of applause
yea
Standin ovation
Ohh yeaa yea yea yea yea

You look so dumb right now
Standin outside my house
Tryin to apoligize
Your so ugly when you cry
Please Just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You betta hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin bout girl I love you your the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please
What else is on

Ohh
And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

Ohhh
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin me believe that you could be
Faithful to me let's hear your speech out

How bout a round of applause Standin ovation
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
So go on and take a bow

But it's over now

2008-07-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own personal question. Make it a total of 20 question then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify he or she through their tagboard. :)

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
ANS: Hmm.. mayb Australia..

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
ANS: i Lurve to draw..

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
ANS: well, i dunt tink so..

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
ANS: Anyting will do... cos i lurve suprises...

5. Things you can't live without:
ANS: HP, Money, PSP, music..

6. What are you afraid to lose?
ANS: I already lose some1 close to me 7mths ago... dat is my late mum.. =(

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
ANS: Do i have to answer dis question again...

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
ANS: Hmmm.... seriously cant think of any...

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
ANS: Eqin is pretty, crazy & daring...

10. What makes me happy?
ANS: Someone dat can make me laugh like my close frens, loved ones..

11. What type of person do you hate most?
ANS: Nobody's is perfect.. But i do hate LIAR..

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
ANS: A power dat can cure all sickness..

13. Which season do you like?
ANS: Do singapore have seasons? HEhehehee...

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
ANS: Most important thing will be my NRIC... w/o dat im some1 with no identity... hahahaha..

15. If you have a BF, would you die for him?
ANS: If i die for him, will he die for me too?? HAHhahaa...

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
ANS: Hmmmm..... ;)

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
ANS: Love, care & concern... Is dat tooo much... hehehe

18. Whom are you close to?
ANS: Everyone dat close to me... =)

19. Favourite colours of your world?
ANS: Black, blue, brown & purple...

20. What is ur current mood rite now?
ANS: Dissapointed..

i dun have 8 people to tag... but i'll like these few persons to do it...

shabella
shekin
aidah

2008-07-17T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hie All...
Noting much happened lately...
As usual...
At home, Job hunting...
decorating up my house...
Paint here & there...
Now the whole house smell "paint" + headache...
but suprisingly...
during painting was ok...
No headache & all..Weird lah..

Oh ya...
y suddenly i paint my house...
well, as usual hari raya its coming soon..
3 more month...
Even though im not really looking forward to it..
u noe i noe wat i meant...

So b4 fasting month dat is on sept..
i paint it earlier cos wanna avoid painting the house during fasting month...

it was sad though to paint the house to another colour...
cos it have been a lot of memories to me...
but its oklah...
its been years my house was not paint to a new colour...
jus decided to get a new look...
but new look doesnt mean i already forgetten the old look...
the memories i had, will always keep it in my heart forever....

Oh ya, wanna noe wat colour my house will be?
do come to my house & check it out ya..
HEehehehe....

And of course wit some help from my cousin, her maid & childrens...
to get the job done..
thanks a lot for their help...

but majority i paint it the most lah.. hhahaha..
tiring But fun..
its the experience dat counts..

apart from that..
Heard dat dis year hari raya..
my cousin wanna bake hari raya cookies..
Yeaayyy!!
cant wait to help either...

cuz I lurve to bake cookies...
especially cornflakes honey..
my favourite.. =)

2008-07-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

I like...

This Song From Siti Nurhaliza.....

Is a very sad & meaningful song....

Read closely to the lyrics....

and u'll understand....

Wat i mean....

Enjoy!!

Apapun yang terjadi

Berjalanlah tanpa henti

Air mata tertahan

Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu

Betapa bijaknya hidup

Sepahit apapun ini

Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apapun

Semoga mampu kulawan

Kesepianku

Nanti kita kan tahu

Betapa bijaknya hidup

Sepahit apapun ini

Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apapun

Semoga mampu kulawan

Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apapun

Semoga mampu kulawan

Kesepianku...

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan

Semoga mampu kulawan

Kesepianku

Apapun yang terjadi

Berjalanlah tanpa henti

2008-07-03T23:36:00.005+08:00

I'm back people....

HEhe.. miss me?
well hope not...
cos its only 4 days i didnt update unless i didnt update it for 4 mths den u all can consider missing me rite? hehehhe...

Oklah.... wat had happened during the past 4 days....

well, i've been searching ups & downs for RED & WHITE top....
Cos in my closet.... I got no RED top at all...
Hmmm.. for what rite?
well, it's for NDP preview lah dis sat....
OMG yesh!! Its for NDP preview....
It will be my very 1st time there seh....
I jus cant wait for sat to come....
cos im sooooo looking forward to it....

All dis thanks a milllion lots to my cousin Eqin....
Thanks for putting me 1st above all....
u noe wat i mean...
cos for the past few years since u participate in NDP as a motivator...
i've been bugging tickets frm u....
at last dis yr i can finally go there & experience it myself....
Thank you once again...
lurve ya ssssoooooo much cuzin... =)

too bad there's only 1 extra ticket left....
if there's a lot...
im sure gonnna bring someone, somebody, everybody there...
But i can't.... =(

Apart from dat.....
There' still no news from the HR whether i've been selected or not...
Well tmr will b the last day of this week....

After tmr....
If still there's no news from them...
I will start to search for jobs again....
gonna start from scratch again....

Pray hard for me people....
Till here..
will update again....
dis time round will be updating about upcoming event dat i cant wait!!!!

NDP preview here i come....!!!

2008-06-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hie all.....

As promise, in my previous entry i muz update more bout my job interview rite?
So....
Here it goes.....

Hmmmmm....
All i can say dat.....
Overall the job interview....
i did very very badly....
i tink there's only 50/50 chance for me....

MAINLY bcause....

1. I was nervous (reason y, there are 3 interviewer.. My very 1st time being interviewed by 3 person)

2. I was not focus (Bcause i was sick on dat day, Had a bad bad sore throat)

3. I was not confident (dun ask me y, mayb the nervous-ness was there)

4. The others was being interviewed 30mins.... While me only 10mins (ya, believe it or not, only 10mins)

After i went out from the interview room.....
i was so fed up wit myself....
But i noe...
i will take dis as a lesson learnt for me....
learnt from my mistakes...
move on...
and never give up....

BE MORE FOCUS & CONFIDENT for my next interview....

and ya not 2 forget....
i need to find my truely self....
my STRENGTH & WEAKNESS!!!!
That's important....

After i went out from the building.....
i was feeling so depressed...
duno where to go...
tot wanna had lunch wit my aunt..
but she got a farewell lunch wit her colleauge....

soooo since i was at tanjong pagar area....
i decided 2 go 2 my aunt hse at bedok...
since it was near there already....

Reach her place....
Had my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner...
she cook sotong masak itam,,,
my fav.. yum yummy!!! hehehehe...

It was already 11pm after i watch the american top model....
im sad cos my fav JANET was out...
haizzz....
so after the show i took a cab & wen back home...
tot of stayin over her house but i cant....
cos the nxt day i got important appointment....
reach home at about 1130++ pm....

everyone was asleep except my niece.....
had a shower, relax & sleeep.....
tot of updating my blog on dat day itself....
but im jus too tired....

Oh ya, forget to mention...
By end of next week...
i will den noe bout the outcome..
whether im being selected or not...

so pray hard for me people...
so that i can get the job...
or found a job soon....

tHat's all bout it....
tcare all...
Lurve ya...

2008-06-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm back again....

Remember my last post I emphasize about me looking for a job!!!
yesh...
Now luck is on my side.... Yahooo!!!

Syukur Alhamdulilah!!

Tomorrow, i need to attend for an interview....
Yeah, hopefully i will get the job...
Pray hard for me ya....
Insya'allah...

Gtg now & have an early rest....
Hopefully i can be able to sleep well...

will update more about it again tmr...
gdnite..
sweet dreams..
take care...

2008-06-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

Alrite people as promised....
I will update rite?

But in the end i've decided to change my blogskin....
again?

Yesh, again?
hehehehe....
im jus too obsessed wit butterfly blogskins lah...
almost all my blogskins got to do wit butterfly?
do u notice?
well nvm if u dun...
i dun take too heart anyway... hehehe...

it tooook meee sooooooooo long to choose a suitable blogskin.....
end up, here it is...
wallllaaaa!! hehehe...
simple & nice butterfly blogkin.... hehehehe...

Okay, before i start....
let me warn u...
mayb this entry wil be very super duper long....
mayb only..
jus an early warning from me...

if happened dat u will feel bored reading it...
jus click on the "X" button..
on the top right of the window...
Orite...

Okay now... let me begin...

well, my life....
not much changes in me...
im still the same me...
hehehe...

wat worries me though...
i havnt get a suitable job for myself...
been trying so hard to search for one...
but haizzz...
luck is mayb not on my side yet....
but i wil keep on trying...
im not gonna give up....

currently now...
im sick...
love sick?
hahaha.. no lah...

im down wit super duper pain sore throat...
only at nite i will cough like hellll...
yesh, like hell...
cant really get to sleep due to the cough im suffering now...
didnt went 2 see doc...
cos i noe...
during the time i see doc face only my sick wil recover...
funny rite?
it has always been like dat...
so i dun see doc...
i jus eat the vick vapodrops & drink lots of lots of warm water!!
Ya, drink soooo much til i always wanna go toilet... hehehe..

If my throat get worse, mayb i might consider seeing Mr Doc!!! hahahaha...

Nowadays lots of people getting sick...
mayb due to the un-predictable weather...
im not blaming the weather...
mayb me, myself....
my body lack of vitamins!!!!!
yesh, mayb...
guess i need to buy lots of vitamins...
muz buy those wit Vit A to Z....
better that way...
hehehehe..

1 more important ting.....
i need to EXERCISE!!!!
Hell yeahh!! i need to exercise...
anyone willing to exercise wit me??? (BIG SMILE ) =)

wow... its already 3am!!!!!!
and im down here blogging....
hahaha...

blog, cough, blog, cough!!!!
wah cannot take it...

oklah i need to go...
need to drink warm water again b4 goin to sleep....

will update soon again!!
tcare people...
cos i care.... =)

2008-06-24T22:16:00.004+08:00

I was about to update my blog.......

Suddenly i was being tagged to do this....

Hmmmpphhh...

nvm den....

I will maybe update it after this....

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People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves, then tag five people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your first reaction be?
I would DEFINITELY leave him & there will be no chances given to him!!!!

#2 If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmm....

#3 If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I will donate some to the charity, get married & buy my Dream HOuse (Big bungalow with swimming pool, garden etc.)

#4 What's your ideal lover like?
CAring, responsible, honesty, romantic, understanding, funny...

#5 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
It will be, being loved by someone.. Because if u loving someone, dat someone might not love you
So it was a waste of time!!!

#6 Do you ever feel awkward whenever a guy/gal friend of your's tries to win your heart?
Probably ya!! =)

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Long til death.. HAhaha..

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmmm.. told myself to move on...
If the person was meant to be urs den 1 day it will come
back to u....
If it doesnt, den jus let it go & move on...

#9 Is there anything that has make you unhappy these days?
Hmm... Yesh, i called him BEROK!!!

#10 Are you in love or being in love now?
Good Question!!! HEhehe.. FOr me to noe, For u to find out...

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Wow.. In 10yrs time, probably married to some1 i love & have a lots of kids.. wahahahha!!!

#12 Who are currently important people to you?
Both of my important people had gone in this world....
So im only left wit my elder brother....
my close friends,
my family members
and last but not least.....
my special some1... sssshhhh!!!!

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hmmmm..... cute, crazy, prettyy.. HEhehe

#14 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i prefer to be married & financially stabilize....

#15 What would you name your children in future? ( Give 1 boy , 1 girl )
Hmmmm... havnt crossed dat in my mind yet...

#16 In 3years time, you have met someone that you love then suddenly, your first lover whom you'hv been crazy about comes back to you, what would you do?
I rather be with some1 whom im with now rather den to go back to my first love....

#17 If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes i will... i want the person to noe how much i love him...

#18 What type of friends do you like?
those type of frens dat can click on well....

#19 Have you ever wake up early in the morning, dressing-up and look perfact just to impress your secret admirer?
Hmmm...

#20 If you were to received two branded new PDAs , would you choose iPhone or HTC Diamond?
can i choose both? hehehehe...

5 persons that should suffer doing this like me is:
-Shekin
-Aidah
-Javier
-Fhadley
- iffa

2008-04-21T15:48:00.005+08:00

My condolences to 1 of my friend..
HEr mum had pass away last week...
HAizz..
this is life..
Every living people in this world will sure go but we will nvr noe wen...

I jus hope u stay strong....
I will always be here for you!!

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Well, apart from that...

Welcome Kiki the kitty kitten...

im in lurve wit her every single day...

She's sooooo cute, adorable, mischievious, etc....

I've been longing for a cat....
The last cat i've once take care of was wen i was primary 6...
That was super duper long...
Now i've finally got 1....

But kiki was my cousin & his family cat....
They bought her but since kiki is in my house, I will sure tcare & shower her wit all my love, care & concern...

So now i wont feel dat lonely wit kiki around in my house...
cOS she will definitely fill my lonely days...

Let me share wit u all bout kiki..

We bought kiki on 190408 from farmart...
The owner was very kind...
She said up to we all to pay her how much...

At first kiki was kind of afraid wit us...
Kiki jus hang around her owner body...
Wen my niece hold her..
Kiki was stil not use to it..
but after awhile kiki was okay...
But den kiki jump from my niece to her owner back...

So then we discuss, we finally bought kiki together wit her food & carrier cage dat cost a total of $60....

Wen we reach home...
We open her carrier cage...
We want her to get use to our house...

She run about the house...
She was so not use wit the environment....
I try to catch her but failed...
cos she run so fast.. HEhehe...

But after few hours....
She was okay wit her new environment...
then i started to toilet train her...
I put her in the toilet...
Instead of doing her business..
She jus sit at one corner in the toilet...
HEhehe...

den i carry her to the cat sand area...
WHere there is the place she will do her business...
She jus smell the sand...
without any business done...
HEhehe..
mayb not the rite time yet..
but at least i mus train her so that she noes....

As for now..
3 days already...
kiki already so manja...
kiki already noe all the poeple in the house...
she noes where's her food, her hiding place, her play area, her business area....

One ting i like bout her is...
she like being pat & sleep on my lap wit me... AWwwww!! isnt dat sweet???
kiki oso like to bath u noe...
Once i scrub her wit the soap..
She jus keep quiet...

Wow, soooo much bout kiki...
mayb im tooo obsessed wit kiki already lah...
soo much to say bout her...
HEhehe...

2008-04-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

Helllooo Everyone!!

I got no idea wat to update about actually....
But maybe i will update bout my life right now...
Well, since den my life has been okay...

BUt im in a confused situation rite now...
Confused whether am i doing the right thing...
Confused whether my decision is right...

SOmetimes,
I jus let my heart decide...
Mayb its better this way...
MAyb its not..

But im now much more happier den before...
No more heartache, No more Headache...
But still, confused situation is still haunting me...

But sooner or later..
Im sure one day..
the truth is goin to be reveal..
But i duno How..
WHether im prepared mentally or physically...
I've got to face it one day!!

But please... Im much more happier now...
But i duno wats wit u out there...
cos u seem dun care!!!

Overall...
I have to decide....

2008-03-31T12:01:00.002+08:00

My Deepest condolence to my fren, wati....

May ur mum's soul rest in peace...

I know how u felt...
cos i felt the same way for the past 2 months ago....

I hope u'll stay strong...

Ytd me & the rest of the gals wen to her mum's funeral....
I jus cant control myself dat i breakdown & cry...
The memories i had wit my late mum flashes thru my mind....

When i saw her cry..
I noe deep down how she felt...
cos seriously its painful....
cos the 1 that u love most had left forever before u....

We never realise it till it was gone forever.....

To my lovely frens out there....
PLease Do CHerish ur parents.....
Please Do take gd care of dem.....
Without them we are noting in this world....
Believe me....
Its painful & sad to experience dis...
But every living people in this world will never last forever...
Its a matter of time....

2008-03-27T16:30:00.002+08:00

~ Im so into this song... It really meant so much to me ~

~ Somehow I wISh to Jus Let u Go ~

~ Mayb, Jus let it be....... ~

KATHARINE MCPHEE LYRICS

Everywhere I Go

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly, silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head

So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one

Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could've put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be
Silly, silly me

But there was something about you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for (stood for)
Knowing you're no good for me
That's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go ('Cause everywhere I go)
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
I want you out of my head
So it annoys me

He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one

Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's so the right
Right thing to do
And just when I
Thought I was done
You pulled me in
For another run

I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I won't do it

Even if I know in the end somehow
It always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me

He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one

Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

2008-03-27T15:40:00.004+08:00

On 17th march 08, was cteng bday but we meet up on the 19th march 08 to cbrate her bday.. Jus a small c'bration, we had dinner at seoul garden marina square...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO U!!!

~ us giving the present to her ~

~ We bought her Piere Cardin Long Wallet ~

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LAst week, can say dat a lot of couples is getting engaged....

COngratulation to all of them... !!!!

1st up is my ite bukit batok classmates, asri & hassanah (Held on 210308)
2nd is my fren, shekin's sis, izan & her partner (Held on 220308)

I'm so sorry shekin for not attending ur sis's engagement cos on the same day is oso my cousin bday... anyways, i'll definitely attend ur "special day" 1 day.. insya'allah... =)

Here's the pictures taken on hassanah engagement (210308)

~ Us wit anna, She's sooo beautiful ~

~ Me with beautiful anna ~

~ Me with ferrero rocher bouquet of chocolates ~

Wen it will be mine??

~ Us wit the hantaran ~

~ US, finally met up after years never meet ~

2008-03-14T00:38:00.013+08:00

I must have been busy dat i hardly even touch on my blog...
Busy wit wat i oso dunoo..
Mayb not busy but lazy...

So wat I've done......

~ On the 8th March 08

Prayers (kenduri) for my late mum & dad, my late grandma & grandpa & for those who had left us.. Its been 40days ++ dat my late mum had left & time really flies so fast & frankly speaking, I MISS MY LATE MUM SOOOOO much... anyway I would like to express my sincere thanks to all my relatives dat had came & help out in this meaningful event... May all our prayers for them will be granted... insya-allah...

~ On 9th march 08 - 11th march 08

I've plan & decided to groom my room.... The room theme is "Winnie The Pooh" Hehehe..

I know it might sound childish cos at my age i still fancy winnie the pooh? but who cares... I like pooh so much.. hahaha.. SO here it goes... the pictures will said it all...

~ Step 1 : Draw winnie the pooh by using a chalk

~ Step 2 : Paint it by using Nippon Paint

~ Step 3 : Add some Bees to the Hunny

~ Step 4: 90% done....

~ The Final Step : 100% Done

~ Close up shot of the drawing that i've drawn... Feel satisfied & unbelievable... Hehe.. =)

Didnt noe dat i can draw it perfectly... Well done!!!! CLap, Clap, Clap for me... =)

Ok, enough of the Groom my Room tingy...

apart from dat...

My ITE friends getting engaged on 21st March 08.. Both gal & guy is my friends..

Congrats to them for their 7yrs relationship ( i tink ) & finally dey goin to engaged....

For wat i know... a lot of my frens is getting engaged, already engaged & some already married, already had children & family...

as for me, Im not sure myself too, when will b my turn.. hahahaha...

Pray hard ya people!!!!! pray that my turn will soon come!!! Insya-allah...

Oh ya, congrats to shekin younger sister too for her engagement on the 22nd march 08.. I cant promise dat i can come by cos on dat day my cousin bday & she got chalet for her c'bration... If im free i will drop by ya... ;)

~ On the 12th march 08

Went out wit my cousin to catch a movie "Step Up 2"

The show was super duper great lah...

Especially the dances move... But i still prefer Step up 1 more..

Next movie i wanna watch RULE #1

Both pictures taken at Marina Square Golden Village...

If u go there & see it closely... Very scary.. Especially the hair & the hand part...

its a horror movie....

Who wanna watch it wit me??? Hehehe...

Oklah people... Gotta tuck in to bed & sleep... Its so cold tonite.. Nice weather to sleep... i lykes...

Will update more soon... Hopefully...

take care!!!!!

2008-02-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

Well,
Date today 9th Feb 2008....
Its already been 2 weeks since my late mum left me....
Times flies so fast...
But still i felt like i was dreaming...
but still i felt that she's still around...

Cos.....
All my life...
She's my BESTFREN
She's my INSPIRATION
She's my LOVED ONE
She's EVERYTHING TO ME

and now she's gone.................
no one else can ever replace her in my heart....

I know..
I must be strong..
I know..
For now she still around looking at me...
Looking on how am i doing without her...

Life have to move on....
Its easier said den done...
Im trying my best to be strong & lead my life as before....

Thanks to all my beloved frens whom were there for me....
Thanks for all the encouraging words dat motivates me....
I really appreciate it soooo much....
BIG thanks from the bottom of my heart...
Only ALLAH swt can repay ur kindness...

I have to stop now....
I will update soon....
tcare all....

"Do cherish ur parents while u can"

~ I miss you mum, I miss you too dad ~
~ MAy ur souls rest in peace ~

~ How i wish i could turn back time ~

2008-01-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

Berserah - Taufik Batisah

Gerhana Meliputi Segala
Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya
Keinginan tanpa kepastian
Tanpaku rasanya ku terusakan
Meneruskan....

Biarlah ku relakan segala
Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Mengapa....
Biarpun tak mampu ku bertahan
Tak akan pernahku akui kalah

Masih terdampar ku disini
Tiada jalan mungkinku lalui
Haruskah hidupku dipersenda
Ku harungi dugaan melanda
Ku berserah....

Tuhanku....
Ku relakan segala
Takkan pernahku akui kalah
Percayaku yakin padanya
Dia yang menentukan semua
Berserah.....

This song really brought me to tears.......

All i can do now is "BERSERAH" (Holding On)

I will always LOVE YOU MUM!!!

I MISS ur beautiful smile

I MISS ur loving tender touch

I MISS ur sweetest laugh

I MISS ur lovely anger

I MISS ur unconditional loved

Im sure gonna MISS YOU SOOO MUCH MUM

Semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat, Insya-allah

(MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE)

2008-01-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hello Lovely People....

Been soooooooooooo long i didnt update my blog eh?
Well, im kind of busy to update my blog lately....
due to certain responsibilities dat i have to tcare of....

Well....
I jus change my blogskins...
kind of like it..
simple & nice..

the previous blogskin kind of bored lah... hehe..

So here it is...
the new blogskins for 2008... =)

2007-09-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Surf thru someone's multiply...
Download this song..
After hearing it..
It remind me of the song i once heard during my secondary school time..

It is a malay song..
I post the lyric & the song as well..
Enjoy..
cos the song really meaningful to me & remind me of someting.. =(

Ku relakan dikau pergi - Kumpulan Okay

Indahnya sewaktu kita bersama
Terasa bagai di syurga
Engkaulah sinaran cahaya ilhamku
Penawar kedukaanku

Sehingga kini ku masih terbayang
Ketika memadu cinta
Tak daya ku melupakan segalanya
Kenangan cinta kita

( korus )
Setelah ku kehilangan dirimu
Seluruh hidupku kegelapan
Tanpa kasih sayang darimu
Aku tenggelam dan karam di lautan

Cinta suci
Biarlah ia pergi
Demi kebahagianmu
Ku relakan dikau
Pergi dariku

Oh kasih mengertilah
Hatiku ini yang terluka
Nantikan ku di pintu syurga
Hanya airmata
Menjadi teman hidupku

http://h1.ripway.com/noraz23/Okay_-_Ku_Relakan_Dikau_Pergi.mp3

2007-08-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

Its been a week now...

Everything had change...

Hope it doesnt end here...

Live have to move on...

Whatever happened, Its Part & Parcel of life...

To my beloved Grandpa....

I will always pray for you...
May ur Soul rest in peace...
Gonna miss you so much...
How i wish, I could spend more time with you...
But now its too late...
Regret its not wat I felt...
Cos...
I know, ALLAH SWT love u more...

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To all my beloved friends out there....

Do cherish all ur loved ones cos we will never know what will happened next...
This is what we called LIFE...
There's a time we're happy...
There's a time we're sad...
Its all within you...
Whether u can be able to take the challenge dat GOD have made for you...
To be strong...
To be able to adapt to watever outcome it may appear...
If we're weak, If we give up...
Life will be meaningless...
There's not wat GOD want it to be...
Its easier said den done...
But after all...
Its all within you...
You who create ur own chapter of LIFE...
BUt GOD will always show u & lead u the way...

For me, I will try to remain strong cos i've been thru a lot...
Its a matter of time...
Time to heal the pain...
Time to forget everyting & erase everyting...
Its hurt though but I will never give up...
I need ample of time to settle everyting...
Time is PRECIOUS...

2007-08-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I
love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to
feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face i came
to know is missing too
When you're gone the words i need
to hear will always get me through
the day and make it ok
I miss you

2007-07-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yuhhoooo...

Wow, its been a month since i last updated my blog...
Anyway.....

For today entry...
I would like to dedicate this entry to my lovely friend...
Noorashekin Binte Jamil...

Happy 21st Birthday To YOu...
May all ur wishes come true on ur special day...
You now have the key to freedom heh...

But watever it is.....
Hope ur birthday is the most memorable one...
Celebrating ur bday with ur beloved family members...

Semoga ALLAH SWT panjangkan usia mu & di murahkan rezeki...
Insya'allah.. :)

Soon we will meet up to celebrate heh... HEhehe..

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Not to forget...

My birthday wishes to 3 of My Lovely Frens..

Tan Liling.. (My Woodlands Sec Sch classmate)
Desmond.. (Ngee Ann Polytechnic Classmate)
Their Bday was on 27th July 2007

And...

Mohd Hazri (My ITE Bukit Batok Classmate)
His Bday was on 26th July 2007

Hahaha..
Never realise that a lot of my frens birthday fall on the month of JULY heh...
Pppheeewwww!!! hehehehe...

I would like to apologise if i got miss out anyone bday out there.. :(

That's all for today...
Will update again but duno when...
Tcare all..

2007-06-28T02:42:00.000+08:00

helllooooo....
Yuuhooooo.....

hahahahah...

time now goin to 3am & i havnt sleep yet...
Just finish changing my layout skin...
Sick & Tired of the previous one.. hahaha...
NO lah.. jus wanted to change & also update...

YEahh, talking bout update...
soo soooorrrrryyy ya to all or to who ever reading dis or to my regular reader
for not updating much bout myself or another better word to say bout my life...
I guess this one will be very the long entry....
Hope u all dun fall asleep ya.. hahaha..

Life as usual, normal daily routine....
Taking care of my mum..
dats include cooking, time check for medicine, washing, cleaning, mum's appointment/treatment etc....

As for my mum condition....
She's getting better day by day but sometimes im jus too worried bout her...
cos she have not been eating dat much amount of food lah...
sometimes i have to crack my brain to tink wat to cook for her & wats the best for her dats make her feel want to eat...

She was supposed to do her 4th cycle of treatment dis week but Doc had to postpone to next week due to her blood test turns out weak...
I did ask the Doc why lah..
He explain but I jus dun understand wat he's trying to say..
He said someting bout the white blood cells ah...
But to my understanding...
mayb my mum blood wasnt that ready to take up the 4th cycle treatment of chemotheraphy & dats y Doc had to postpone 1 week later & let her rest...

Doc even told me that, after my mum had completed her 4th cycle... He decided to stop the treatment at the 4th cycle but it all depend on the CT scan on my mum brain result.. But before that he was planning to give my mum 6th cycle but duno why he decided to stop at 4th cycle... HMMmmmmmmm????

But watever it is.... Mum, i always pray for the best for u...!! =)

Recently, I've finally graduate with a diploma in Electronics & Computer Engineering... I've travel so far to achieve dis.. Cos in total, i have been learning this course for 7 years.. can u imagine?
With my strong determination.. I finally made it thru...

But of course, without my beloved frens, lecturers....
i will not gone dis far....
i truthfully appreciated all ur help, care & concern through out my journey...
i hope, all this doesnt end here....
cos i will always treasure the memories spent with all of u out there...

but rite now i have been thinking of wat kind of job am i goin to work as?
Am i ready to take the challenge?

I have to decide sooner or later...
I have to think wats best for me, for my future...

Oklah, i guess that's all i have to said here...

Below is the picture taken during my sec school classmate wedding - Zaidi

Me with Liling

Me with my woodlands sec school classmates that turn up on his wedding

2007-06-04T15:33:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to My Woodlands Sec Sch classmates....
Zaidi & his wife, karmila on his wedding yesterday...

Hope both of ur will live happily ever after.. hhaha...
sound like phrase in the movies Shrek eh??

Exactly cos we call him shrek.. hahahaha...

Now majority all my classmates in wld sec already married, just married, goin to married... hahaha.. duno wen's my turn to get married.. hehehe.. insya'allah one day, my day will sure to come.. hahahaha...

Btw the one goin to married is Fauzy.. INsya'allah will be held nxt year.. if im not wrong.. or dis yr july.. haha.. im confused... but nvm.. I will sure be invited cos i told him dun forget to invite me.. cos dat time he engaged oso nvr invite me.. haha..

Had fun yesterday.. cos meet up wit the rest of my wld sec classmates..
even though not all attend his wedding... but ytd i did MISS someone..
dat is my fren ARWAH TAQDIR...

HOw i wish he was there to see his best fren wedding but i believe he was there watching...

Well, watever it is life have to move on...

After the wedding.. we went to cway point, walk2 around & chit chat @ orange julius.. we talk about our memories we had during sec shool.. to tink back its kinda of funny though.. hehe..

Hmm, pictures will be updated soon i tink.. cos i havnt received the pictures yet..
tcare all.. will update again... BYee..

2007-06-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

LAtely a lot of things happened but watever it is live have to move on...

WHat had happened, already happened..
Its time to move forward & not to dwell on the past..

To someone out there.. i tink u noe who u are..
Even though u donno wats goin on..

i wanna thank you..

thanks a lot for ur advise, care & concern..
really appreciate it a lot..

Okay, that's it...

Well oh well...
Robe already collected..

Next is Graduation DAy!!!! on 12th June 2007..
cant wait for it..
to be the first batch to wear the robe in Ngee Ann Polytechnic..

Im hoping dat my mum & my relatives will be able to attend the ceremony..
If not i will be all alone I guess... haizzz...

Here are some picture we took in midac...

we all took with Lai Foong cos on graduation day she's on official leave...

After dat, we all went out to MArina Square cos cteng wants to buy her clothes for GRAduation DAy..

HAd our lunch + dinner at Pizza Hut..
cos on dat day is shauna's mum birhtday...
Since we all went out together, why not we c'brate it together...

Here are some picture we took at marina square....

THE Power Puff Girls at marina square... hehehehe...
So cute of them to dance on stage...
I like Buttercup cos she's so fierce like me.. lol.. hahaha..

Oklah, that's all... will update soon..
tcare all...

2007-05-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes...

It kept me thinking...
What my life would be without u by my side...
CAn i move on?

that's the question that have been spinning round & round in my mind...
Sometimes i wish, I could face all that..
be strong & move on..

Sometimes....

Wish doesnt really come true..
It only happened by chance...
Pray & Hope is all i can do as a human in this world...

Sometimes...

Life's is so unfair...
But i have to accept the fact that all this had been written by the only one dat's ALLAH swt..
Everyting that's has or had happened, there's always a reason to it...

ALLAH always test us in our life..
Its jus a matter of fact whether we realise all that had been given down to us..
To test our ability, strength & to face the fact & odds in our daily life..

Sometimes...

It kept me thinking...
WAt is our role as a Human being in dis world??
Why human all dis days busy searching for fame, wealth etc??
Do they realise all that?

Sometimes...

I jus don't understand..

Right now...

im feeling so damn low....
I need soul searching now...

My other soul, where are u?

SOmeting happened today, i wanted to keep it confidential...
all i can say is...

~ The Truth REAlllyyy Hurts ~

Save me from DROWNING..............................

2007-05-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

Mother's Day was spent with jus a simple celebration...
While others bringing their mum to their favourite restaurant...
While me spending the whole day wit my mum at home...
I had a great day & same goes to my mum...

As usual i cook her favourite dishes...
As a mother's day present from me..

I bought for her a massage cushion + a flush toy flower with a smiley face in it.. =)
Guess wat.. She like it.. She even told me.. No one had ever give her flower..
Well mum, i hope u like it..

Reason for it, well i want her to smile & be happy always... like the flower.. =)
as to overcome all odds that might come...
Be strong mum, i really envy u mum, cos u had went thru so much pain..

Even though u didnt read my blog...
I wanted u to noe dat...
u're the best mum in the world...
and i Love you soooo much.... Mmmmuuuaaahhhhh!!!

Me & my beloved mum... She look so sleepy heh?
Hmmm, mayb due to the medicine she jus ate during dat time...
Well, mind me without my scarf on..
WAs at home so dis is hOw i look like wen im at home...
u cant see me like dat outside u noe.. hehehe...
How do i look heh? hahaha.. Well, dream on..

klah my lovely people out there..
Hope the time spent wit ur beloved mum was a great one..
Cos i had a great time too..

Treasure ur loved one cos we only have 1 mum & 1 Dad... & nobody could ever replace dem in ur heart....

Till then.. tcare everyone..!!!

2007-05-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

Artist : Marcos Hernandez
Title : If u were mine

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowin' that you don't feel the same way
Watchin' it bring tears to your eyes

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
Is when I get closer to you
I know there's someone else
He is only thinking of himself
It doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

Let me be the one
You share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again cause
I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let
Your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms
I long to surround you

Baby, if you were mine
I'd be your everything
You'd be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine I would tell everyone
That you were the only one
That I could ever want

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

PSSSssssttt >>> I jus love the songs from Marcos HErnandez cos his songs mostly are so meaningful.....

Enjoy heh...
Till den ... miss u all.... mmMUaaah =))

2007-05-09T13:40:00.000+08:00

Artist : Marcos Hernandez
Title : The Way I do

your kiss, your smile, your mind
you're sunlight in my eyes
i miss your breath on my neck
when we whisper in the night

didn't wanna want you
didn't wanna need you so bad
didn't wanna wake up
and find that i was falling so fast
didn't wanna need you
didn't wanna need anyone
now look what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
don't rush tonight, i need you like the ocean needs the tide.

didn't wanna want you
didn't wanna need you so bad
didn't wanna wake up
and find that i was falling so fast
didn't wanna need you
didn't wanna need anyone
now look what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

i always thought i would stand on my own
climb a mountain top all alone
relying, depending on no one
now look at what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

never thought i could love you
never thought i could need you
never thought i could want you
the way i do

never thought i could love you
never thought i could need you
never thought i could want you
the way i do

i love you
i need you
i want you
..the way i do

2007-04-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hellooo all...

Its been so long i have not updated my blog....
My hands are jus too lazy to type.. haha..

Here's wat I've done for the past weeks....

Lately, my mum had agree to go to the day care centre...
SHe was not alone, there are others patients too..
For sure she will be making a lots of frens there...
At there she will be taking care of by the volunteers, Doctors & Nurses...
Everyday, there will organised event.. like exercise, massage, karaoke session, games etc...

So far, no complaints from her.. I bet she like it...

As usual, I got to send my mum down to the van & also fetch her back from my blk..
By 10am latest 11am the van will arrive & by 5pm i muz be back home to fetch her..

Well, usually after sending her to the van...
I will normally spent my time going out...
jus to kill the time or to kill my boredom....

that's is my daily routine frm Monday - friday....

Tot of finding a part time job but..................
stil i was unsure bout it...

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Today, i've cooked black squid (sotong masak hitam)....
I've been craving to eat this...

guess wat... it was my first time to cook this..
and i finally cooked it... and it was so delicious...
I like it & so was my mum...
Yum yummy....

Btw, the recipe was given from my aunt..

Ytd went to NTUC...
guess wat... In the rack was left wit only 1 packet of squid & prawn...
without wasting my time.. I grab it fast.. hahaha... before anyone took it away...

so here's the picture of my black squid & fried omelette...

Look delicious uh? haha.. come over to my house, Chef Norazlina will cooked for ya..!!

2007-03-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to MIDAC classmates & Lecturers.......
Gonna Miss all of u.....
Looking forward for our Graduation Ceremony....

day after day
time pass away
and i just can't get you off my mind
nobody knows
i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i can't find

the courage is to show
to letting you know
i've never felt so much love before
and once again i'm thinkin' about
takin' the easy way out

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go

night after night
i hear myself say
why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart
it's such a shame
we're worlds apart

i'm to shy to ask
i'm to proud to lose
but sooner or later i've gotta choose
and once again
i'm thinkin' about
taking the easy way out

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go

if i let you go oh baby

oooh

once again i'm thinkin' about
takin' the easy way out

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go

but if i let you go
i will never know
oh baby

will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
how will i know
if i let you go

2007-03-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

Harlow all...
its been soooo long i have not been updating my blog...

Midac Nite on 090307 (Friday)...

Before goin to sch...
me, aidah, shekin, cteng & shauna meet up at BPP starbuck..
in total we had 3 chocolate cream chip, 1 caramel frappucino & 1 mocha frappucino..!!
To cool down ourself cos the weather was too hot ytd...
But end up wen we alight the bus 184...It was sooo sooo hot....

Midac Nite....
It was absolutely worth the 15 bucks..
Even though at first i dont want to go..
I jus told myself that let's jus c'brate cos it might b the last c'bration wit MIDACclassmates....

Guess wat..??
I've won lucky draw prize for the first round of lucky draw time...
Our student number was being called up..
and the first number to call is 10019957....
i was like so happy!!! yippeee... and i won a hairdryer... :)

and thanks to fedora..
who won 2nd prize dats rice cooker...
he gave the prize to me..
thanks to fedora cos he have save my $$$ from buying a new rice cooker...

I had fun on midac nite....
lucky star is by my side...

"im lucky" :)

and ytd was my first experience singing infront of all midac students..
I was so not ready lah.. cos i have a cough n a lil bit of flu...
i sang "If i let u go" by Westlife...
i was shivering though but my fren told me.. overall i sing was ok..
only dat dey cant hear my voice clearlydue to the original singer was in...

Apart from that....
we took a lot of pictures....
this part where we could nvr miss...
For sure it goin to be memories that i will kept forever...
I will treasure the friendship i had wit u all....
Keep in touch ya...
Gonna miss all of u for sure...

credits goes to shauna, aidah & rabe'ah for the pictures.....

here's the pictures... Enjoy... :)

2007-02-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

hie all....
How have u all been?
Hope everyting was fine out ther...
SUddenly today i felt like blogging to update my blog...

Weell, i was supposed to do my powerpoint for my IAP presentation but mood doesnt seems to be my side...

I was down with headache, my body from toe to head was aching... I have eat panadol (Actifast) but it jus wont work on me.. all i have to do is sleepp... i guess im too tired.. life is so hectic for me but wat to do... i believe things happen for a reason and i will be rewarded for my good deed..

As for my mum...
She getting better each n everyday...
Everyday when i wake up from my sleep...
I always said in my heart that..
"Thanks ALLAH for giving my mum and me a chance and an oppurtunity"ANd not to forget...
im always pray n hoping for the best for my mum and get well sooneach and everyday...

Well....

I would like to share wit u all things that i've miss for so long :

~ I miss hanging out wit my beloved frens to the usual hangout place that we always go..
~ I miss window shopping, shopping n shopping, eat, eat, eat n eat... hehe..
~ I miss all the jokes, laughing wen im with my beloved frens...
~ I miss a lot of things
~ and lastly i miss all of you out there soooooooo much.....

Finally, we can meet on 7 Feb 2007 in midac......
LEts catch up orite...
I cant really wait to meet u all and at the same time i will feel nervous cos of the presentation cos im afraid i cant be able to present dat much..
Oh, ALLAH please save meon dat day.. give me strength to move on...

that's all for now..
will update soon...
take care...

2007-01-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

Heelllloooooo.........

Well, first and foremost... actually im too lazy to blog....

Jus change my blogskin due to my previous blogskin had gone..

That's all....

will update again... take care!!!

2006-12-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hellllooooooo.......

Im here to express my thanks to.............

- Shauna
- Shekin
- Aidah
- Rabeah
- Fizah
- Azlan
- Adi
- karen
- youjin
- see teng

Thanks for all ur care n concern....
only GOD can repay ur kindness......
Semoga ALLAH SWT membalas jasa dan budi baik kamu semua...
Insya-allah..

For those names dat i didnt mention, im sorry...
but u're always in my heart....
thanks you all from the bottom of my heart...

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Well...
Things have been up and downs for me all this while...
I've been through it and i have to be strong....

My mum needs me now......
She's the most important person in my life...
I have to sacrifice for the person that i love most...
If she can manage to bring me up fpr 24yrs...
WHy cant i?
with this, im hoping to give my mum the best of all that i can...

Mum, get well soon....
I always be by ur side....

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As for now...
I've decided and i have choose the path.....
I have stop my attachment in IME............
Well, that's the best ting for me now....
In life, we have to choose only one path to move on....
so i have decided mine....
Thanks a lot ya... for being there for me.....

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For all my friends out there........
I missssss yooooouuuu allll sooooooooo much..........
Does you all missss meeee tooo?
How i wish we could meet up one day......

For my colleagues in IME....
Shekin, Aidah and Azlan....
Im gonna miss u guys......
Miss the time we had lunch, laughter and all together2 lah.....
HOw i wish all this thing will never end.....

But its all my fate, i have to accept it....Haizzzz....

Shauna - I miss window shopping wit uu...... hehehe..
wen we gonna go out window shopping ah? haha..
well im broke.. hehe...
treat me can?

klah... im gonna rest now...the weather is ssoooooo nice to sleep heh? hahaha..

tcare all....
miss u.......

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2006-12-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

This entry is dedicated to my fren >>> Noorashekin.....

HEy gal..... congrats....
i'm happy for u..... We all are so happy for u.... that time wen u msg telling that u've passed...
i was like so shocked and happy and been smiling all the way...
luckily during dat time no one was in the room lah..
if not dey tot im crazy.. hahahahaha

well, well, well......

She's a gal with a lot of determination, patience, caring, understanding.. wat else i can say bout her... she's a great friend to be with...

i know, u can do it.... congrats once again ya..!!!
dun forget to bring me along for a ride... hahaha

ANyway....

Thanks for ur help all this while in IME... Like wat aidah said....

'She's always care bout other people rather den herself"

well aidah im agree wit u 101%..

Okie shekin.... there's more ahead to life....
always be wat u wanna be....
with patience n determination....
insya-allah, ada hikmahnya... hehe...

Hmm.... someting happened lately.. i jus dun wana mention it lah...
no point n no use.... so wat the heck rite?

i jus dun understand it at all!!!!

2006-11-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hello.....

Thanks to all my dearest, beloved frens for the prezzie.....

i like it sooooooo much....

Thanks for all the birthday wishes i received from sms, msn and thru phone, from tag blog..!!!!

well, on the day of my birthday is indeed full of suprises....!!!!

Thanks to aidah, shekin & azlan for giving me an oppurtunity to blow a candle on my birthday..
i appreciate it soooo much... hehe

Thanks to shauna & see teng too, for going out wit me to marina square after work on my birthday... hehe
even though i noe i make u all hungry while waiting for my decision on where to eat.. hehe..
Thanks for the patience.. hhaha

im such a confused fren rite, shauna n see teng... haha.. forgive me for being so mafan!!! haha...

After dinner, we went to esplanade......

took pictures of the artwork... its amazing....!!

But watever it is i really enjoyed myself......!!!!!!

Thanks all for making it happen!!!

A small cute cake - with one candle, chocolate cake with a slice of strawberry and a slice of peach..

A simple and suprise celebration @ Pizza Hut Clementi

After work, dinner @ Burger King, Marina Square....

My birthday presents...

Puma watch dat i've been aiming for so long.....

From : Adi, Aidah, Azlan, Desmond, Karen, Pamela, Ra'beah, See Teng, Shekin, Shauna, Soon Peng, Shuhui and Tommy.......

Humpty dumpty Winnie the Pooh - From Shekin..!!!

THANKS ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART....

I LURVE YOU ALLL........

MMMMUAAAAHHHH......... (",)

2006-11-23T00:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO ME.............

I would like to thanks everyone for all the wishes.....
really appreciate it so much....

lurve u all soooooooo much lah.....
mmuaaaahhhh.... =)

its 12.47am and i dun feel like sleeping coz.....

i jus cant wait to go to work tmr....

i wonder what suprises they all had for me tmr... hmmmmm (tinking...!!!)

klah.. gtg... i will update it again....

thanks again everyone..... tcare.... =)

2006-11-22T16:11:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo......

What is the day after tomorrow?

1 MORE DAY TO GO....!!!!

&

ITS

MY

BIRTHDAY...!!!!

Yeahh......!!!!!!

Even though life is tough for me rite now....
where i got to sacrifice my time for my mum.... for myself... for my work.... haizzz....
i dun want all this to turn me down...

Even though i noe....
for tmr celebration for my birthday, not all can make it on the day itself....
well its ok lah....

BUt the most important thing is...
"The thought that counts"

Hopefully u guys can make it on 1st dec 2006 (Friday) and please dun let me down ya..!!

Take care all.....

see you guys soon....!!!!

2006-11-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone....

sorry for not been blogging for weeks, i guess....
well, life for me now.....

- hectic
- stress
- tired
- lack of sleep

And that's why... my weekend, dat is ytd n today... i cherish it filfully... hahaha....
duno wat im saying about....

well, actually yesterday i wanted to work on my interim report....
my brain seems cant get the hands on it....
i dun even noe how to start lah....
in the end i fall asleep n sleep all day long....

and today tot of trying to work on my interim report....
and same thing happened... stuck again...
went to watch tv and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........................

so my weekend i spent is to get my beauty sleepp.........

well,
lots n lots n lots of problems running in my head now.....
i jus try not to tink of it but sometimes it come n goes....
to think of it make me headache lah....

~~~~~ dis part for all of u ~~~~~~~~

well, well, well.......
dated from today.... left 4 more days to my birthday...!!!
wah, im goin to 24 lah... old already lah...

hey - i may look old but young at heart ehh..? hahaha....

i cant wait for the suprises on my birthday...
hmm... mayb no suprises at all eh..
well, duno lah... actually i do like suprises sooooooo much....

to tell u the truth.....
for the past 3 years i dun haf the chance to blow candles and cut cake on my birthday seh.... so sad...
so hint hint.. i wanna my birthday cakes, cut cake n bloooowwwww candles... hehehe...
and not to forget present, present and lots lots of presents... wah.. hahahaha....

well, dream on lina... i did dreamt about me getting presents and the present is huge and lots of present man.. haha.. who noes my dream will come true....

and ya.. one more thing,
i wana go vivo city on my birthday...
to the roof top..
the so called open space like cruise style...
i like it there.... so romantic lah... hahahaha
okok.. haha... great!!!!

okie, thats all.......

~ 4 more days ~ Yippeee !!!

2006-11-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

HURT by Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

Ooh, oohI would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye

When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

Ohh

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself,

ohh

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

Ooh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

p/s: shekin wat a coincedence... i happen to like this song too... it does really had a meaning to me......

2006-10-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

Helloooo.....

Well... i've got nothing to blog actually....
jus wanna wish all my malay frens out there.....

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN"

maafkan lah segala salah & silap lina selama ini....

dan juga halalkan lah makan & minum lina....

hope it still not too late........

Well, my weekends are so damn bored lah........

while others having fun celebrating hari raya, wear nice2 clothes....

im at home rot... hhaha... ya, rot...

dun ask me y im rotting at home..... hahahaha....

but hey..........

i cant wait for the day to come ya....

hahahaha... u noe i noe...

psssstttttt..........

im gonna start bugging when november start.... hahaha....

well my craziest, beloved frens out there...........

watch out for me........!!!!!!!

or u might wana run away from me or cover ur ears...

please do so...

but.......

hey u can run but u cant hide...... hahahahaha...

hehehe...

till den....

take care to all my dearest bloggers

or my faithful readers.........

2006-10-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

Its friday the 13th today....................

guess wat...

expect the unexpected lah...
its fasting month lah dei, why must u torture me man...

wat issit dat u want? all task n works left i already try my best to help u...
this week is a terrible week for me...
for 3 days i didnt come to work...

mon - my mum sick and i need to take care of her... cos she's the only person i haf.
tues - my grandmother pass away.. its my grandfather sister.. i miss her though..
wed - got kenduri arwah... (prayers)
thurs - i've expected it already... i got to do a lot a lot a lot of works that was left behind.. haizz...

TODAY.........................................

wat a day lah... my sup last min msg me...
wants to meet me...to my suprise... i got to do OT!!!!! in my heart i said WHAT!!!!!
wat were u tinking man? im fasting, dun u have a heart...??? i nearly wanna cry infront of him, like begging him not to let me stay... and nah... its impossible...
he told me, he got to go elsewhere first.. will be back at 5.45pm and my off work time is 5.40pm...he said wait for me till i come back...
i was like... @#$@%$%!@$@$

luckily it was fasting month, i need to be patience...

after i left meeting him, through out my way up to the library to meet the rest of my colleagues upstairs, my tears ran down my cheek non-stop....
and i quickly wipe it away so that no one could notice it..

i guess the rest of it, those who noes wat had happened.. u noe i noe lah... haizz...

for shekin - thanks a lot for ur help.... really appreciate it..
for aidah - thanks to u too gal, thanks for the hotdog bun u bought for me for my break fast... cos since i kena ot i got to break my fast alone in IME...
for azlan - if u r reading this... thanks for ur help too...really, really apreaciate it...
thanks a lot guys... without u all, i duno wat will i be... mayb end up in mental hospital... haizz...

but hey... my story havnt finish yet....

guess wat... my supervisor got stuck in a traffic jam at kaki bukit.... yes lah...!!!
all my prayers had been granted from GOD...
he msg me at 6pm, "i got stuck at kaki bukit, i will show it to u on mon morning"i guess i must not be late on mon morning man.. i must be on time.. hehehe.. hope so..

i guess this is wat we called fasting month...

banyak dugaan dan cabaran yg harus kita tempuhi...
kita cuma perlu bersabar....

2006-10-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

	Type O



	People with O type blood are brave, outgoing, fun, courageous and confident. You are very popular and make friends easily. You also are very attention grabbing, and people always notice you.

'What" does your blood type say about you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Kindness

Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

2006-10-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

Yippeeeeeee.... yummyyylicious......

Haahaha... weekends was great... being enjoying it to the max...

nice bumping into aidah... ahaha..
shoooping eh aidah... new bag huh? bau kedai ah...
shoooping jgn tak shooping... hehehe...

had my break fast @ siam kitchen, with youjin, tommy & shauna..
It was super duper "FULL" man......
but too bad their service there was no no good...

Kangkong is out of our menu list.....
so sad.. kangkong with chili is my fav man...
and we were served very very badly lah..
it really testing my fasting patience man...
but nvm, i got to control...

in the end, we inform the manager there nicely that... we didnt get our kangkong.. haha..
with that the manager give us a free dessert.. which i already expected....

but..........................
we are too "FULL" to have the free dessert lah...
in the end.. the manager gave us $30 voucher for our next visit @ siam kitchen..
hmmm... i guess this is great man... hahaha... pls repeat it again n we could get free stuffs... hehehe... (evil me)

i end my entry with some pictures... enjoy!!!

2006-09-25T08:11:00.000+08:00

Harlloww....

first of all "selamat berpuasa" kepada semua umat islam....

I've have a great weekends...

Went to the esplanade with shauna, youjin, shuhui, tommy and soon pheng to watch Juz-b..
super duper powerlah.. hahaa....

Im beggining to like accapella so much...
Hopefully can ask my cousin to be my mentor..hahaha...

klah i end my entry with some photos..
enjoy...

And lastly me with JuzB...
HOw cool issit? if dey include me in juzb? hahaha..

2006-09-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

hello people...

sorry for not updating my blog for i guess nearly 2 weeks...
so i guess its gonna be a long entry.. get prepare to fall asleep ya.. ahahaa..

Hmm, how u all haf been doing? hoping dat everyting went on smoothly and fine..

dis 2 weeks been very hectic and tiring weeks for me lah.. all bcos of IAP lah.. wat else... haizz... evryday got things to do.. but duno for good or for bad lah... sometimes noting to do oso boring cos the time flies so slow... got things to do time flies so fast and stress.. haha...

but with 3 of my frens shekino, aidaho & azlano, haha and now my colleagues, i guess my life is super duper happier and crazzier with them around cos i'm myself crazy, haha... not to forget, i also miss the rest of my frens too... miss u all so much.. we will meet up one day ya... yeah...!!!

had a great time yesterday, went to victoria theater to watch accapella, be dazzled.. guess wat JuzB perform.. haha.. overall juzb performance was the best.. the rest ok lah, some i nearly fall asleep n some i really tinks dey sing for kids lah.. hahaha..

as for today, jus resting at home, do housework, eat, sleep.. hahah...
cos today weather is so best n shiookkk to sleep... hahaha... tot of goin out but duno y i feel so tired...

oh ya, results was out last fri... and i didnt check it out in the morning but indeed i check it out at nite at hm... Hmmm, my results not dat good but oklah all passed... syukur alhamdulilah...

as for now, i need to concerntrate on my IAP... duno y my fren that had already done their IAP got told me that IAP is the time for u to relax... RELAX meh?? i dun tink so.. for me everyday got work to do.. STRESSS lah!!! haizz...

as for my life now.... im broke lah... cant wait to get my pay... 2 more weeks to get my pay and also fasting month... but my pay is not for me to enjoy lah, i had a lot of debts, debts & debts to pay... sound serious ah? haha.. but its true... hp bills debts, etc.. aahhaa.. but dun worry lah i will try to sort tings out slowly... mayb i shld buy myself sometings... to make me sastified with all my hardwork done... im planning to buy a bag dat i've been aiming do long... i shld get in one day..!!!

Btw i got this email from azlano saying about our horoscopes...
i've read mine, sagittarius.. got dis one part saying dat...

She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again. >>> wow, dis is super duper not true lah....!!!!

well my fren, if i really in need of money, will u all borrow it for me? :(
Hopefully u all will ya.... or maybe u all will tink twice??
cos friend in need is a friend indeed..!! is that the words??
hmmm, nvm im not sure bout it lah...

klah, that's about it...
tcare all..
miss u all...

2006-08-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

since fri, i've been staying at home til todae..
basically do some cleaning up...

~clean up my messy room... haha
~clean up my house...
~almost clean up everyting lah..
so my room n my house ~ dust free..!!!

haha... so booorrring at home..
3 days straight at home..
duno wat to do at home...

go online, i see laptop, laptop see me.. haizz.. so sian...

but HEY, i dun wanna waste my 1week holiday man...
from tmr onwards i will be enjoying myself.. yippeee..!!!

tues >> go back to sch, got briefing for attachment...
mayb after dat go play pool and window shopping!!!

wed >> accompany my mum to cancer centre for her appointment...

thurs & fri >> midac chalet at pasir ris... time to enjoy...!!!

sat & sun >> still planning..!!!

so yeah.. i wont be bored from tmr onwards..
hopefully... (",)

To Datin Siti Nurhaliza & Datuk K,
Selamat Pengatin Baru..!!! :P

2006-08-27T08:02:00.000+08:00

At last, i feel a sense of relief...
After too much stress had been on me lately..
Yesterday was my last final exam papers...
seriously all the papers was so difficult..
but apart of that i've already tried my best..
i jus hope i pass all my modules..

Yesterday, i had a great time..
after the last paper, me n my frens went to play bowling at marina bowl..
It was fun and it was great to be a mentor for shekin..
it was like half a yr i nvr play bowling..
the last time i bowl was at 15.02.06.
its time for me to pratice, so that i can join the olympics for bowling like wat aidah suggested me.. hahaha.. well, im not dat pro in bowling lah..
jus a basic simple one... haha...
but who noes rite i might be one... hehehehe...

i cant forget the experience i had while teaching her how to play bowling.. haha..
got this one part i will not forget..
shekin, u noe i noe lah hor..
all those were there will know wat im talking about ya.. hehehehe..
but hey gal, u did well, and it is a gd start for u..
next time we go bowling again k..
nvr knew ur first shot to bowl was a strike, yeah a strike...!!!
see who teach her lah.. hmm, hmm.... haha..
who want me to be ur mentor for bowling??
pls fill up the form provided ya.. haha... jus kidding..
im willingly to teach u all if u all wanted to... FOC.. haha..

klah gals, nxt time we should go bowling again ya..
really had fun wit u all...
for now, enjoy ur 1 weeks holiday to the max..
we will meet again for the bbq/chalet...
tcare...

1 week had past, im still missing u my fren..
I will always pray for u...
may ur soul rest in peace...

2006-08-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

Today, my beloved friend Mohd Taqdir had passed away..
Semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat.. amin

you've left your sweet memories with us.. the fun, the joy that we had once had together..
we will definitely cherish it my dear frend..
we gonna miss u....

In this world, we sure gonna lost the one we loved..
so my dear frend out there... do cherish every time of ur life with ur beloved frens, loved one, family members cos u will never know what will happen one day...

we only live in this world, once..........

as i lay down in my bed tonite, t
ears run down on my cheek knowing that u will never ever will come back.....

my frend, im sure gonna miss u so much... =.(

2006-08-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

I SIMPLY LURRRVEEEE FIREWORKS..... HAHAHAHAHA....

Well, had a great, great time after all the stress...
Basically i was enjoying every part of my life with my loveliest frens watching fireworks at marina... it was damn happening...

traffic jam, human jam, toilet jam... haha.. everyting was jam..
there were a lot of peoples at marina jus to see the fireworks..

i have seen the fireworks for a total of 3 times dis yr.. mayb there's more to come.. and for sure i dun wana miss it.. the fireworks was simply amazing... weeeeee....!!!

but i pity those cleaners because the whole of esplanade area was flooded with rubbish.. newspaper here n there, spilt food all over, bottles, cans, fries packet, everyting... haiz.. singapore is not a clean n green environment anymore.. due to the irresponsible singaporean.. haizz... : (

tribute to all those cleaners to be able to clean up esplanade...

here's some of the pictures that we have taken before and during fireworks..

During eve of national day

Hungry? its pringles time.. haha

3rd day of fireworks on friday 11 aug 06

celebrate it with MIDAC.. yeayyy!!!

The fireworks.... damn nice..

2006-08-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

Finally.......

Final Panel Review over... yeah... wat a relief....
Everyting when a OK...
even though there's a lot of comments given..
dun worry, i wll take the advise into my consideration...
I jus hope to pass my MPD, cant wait for the results...
I dun aim high though..

For now, i got to concentrate on my exam, 2 more weeks to go....

congrats to MILUPING for being our 1st superband!!!!!

Im not my true self Now..
Where's is the other part of me????
can someone help me..
IM LOST..........................................

2006-07-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

Thursday 13th July 2006

it was MPD photo taking day.. had a lot of fun taking a lot of pictures.. haha.. and the most happiest of all i take pic with.. hMM... 4 me to noe for u to find out.. ahah.. all thanks to cteng and the gangs for making it happened.. yeah..

Here's some of the pictures taken..

The MIDAC gals..

i love this one... nice & pretty gals...

The MIDAC malay gals

I love this one too.. prettty malay gals...

Friday 14th July 2006

after sch, we will be celebrating all the july babies birthdays... haha.. didnt noe dat in midac there's a lot of people born in July.. haha.. for all of them "HAppy Birthday"

The birthday gals.. shekin & bao ling...

2006-07-11T10:04:00.000+08:00

hey.. im back...
NOwadays im very busy with a lot of stuffs...

assignment + reports = make me crazy..
haha..

well, as u all guys already noe..
juzb didnt make it for the revival round...
it was MILU-PING (ice-milo) instead..

haizz.. i've knew it already..
got the feeling dat dey will beat up the rest of the bands including juzb..
haiz.. nvm lah.. mayb the judges biased lah..
watever lah...!!
but still...
juzb u guys rock!!

well todae, no monday blue for me.. yipee.. coz today all the lectures have been cancel by our lecturers due to the world cup final yesterday at 1.50am..

very sporting rite our lecturers.. haha.. but today lectures had already make up on last sat..

klah, that's all i've got to update...

will update more nxt time.. hehe.. tcare..

2006-07-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

im back everyone..

anybody missssh me.. haha, like real....

well, quite so long i nvr update my blog..
been thru ups & downs.. but nvr mind.. i can stil handle it wit care.. huahaha.. ya rite..

well Ok.. im starting to say nonsense..

anyway, im jus too excited for the revival round part 2 for superband..
hopefully JUZB will perform their very best to impress the judges..
and as usual to all my frens out there.....

please, please.... vote for JUZB, B4 to 71199..
haha.. im promoting for them on the behalf of my cousin (Dee).. yeah..

cant wait for the recording dis SUN...
pray hard for dem..
do ur very best JUZB...

2006-06-19T05:00:00.000+08:00

"SELAMAT PENGATIN BARU"

CONGRATS ON UR WEDDING TODAY...

MAY HAPPINESS BE WITH YOU WITH YOUR BELOVED WIFE...

EVEN THOUGH UR WEDDING LOCATION WAS

RITE INFRONT OF MY BLK

AND I WASNT BEING INVITED

IM OK WITH IT..

MAYBE THERE'S A REASON BEHIND IT...

AS LONG AS U'RE HAPPY.....

ONCE AGAIN,

CONGRATS...

2006-06-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS!! GOOD NEWS!!!

for JuzB fans, there will be a revival round..

so guys and gerls.... hear wat im gonna say....

PLEASE, PLEASE... VOTE FOR JUZB for the revival round - Superband

this time round - 70% - judges, 30% votes

so please, please VOTE for JUZB...
I believe JUZB WILL BE BACK...!!!

btw the revival round will be in 2 weeks time..
after 2 bands were eliminated..

so stay tuned...
will update bout SUPERBAND to u all out there...!!

but still im gonna MISS... SUPERBAND this weekend!! :(

2006-06-14T08:20:00.000+08:00

haizz.........

was so shocked + SAD with the superband results yesterday....
didnt tot that JuzB out... sob, sob... :(

i tink 30% judges, 70% votes are totally a wrong thing..
cos due to votes lah the best among the rest band were out.. like Juzb.. haizz...

well, this is wat we called competition.. haizz..
i still feel very sad for them as they are out yesterday..

for what i've known, that nite after the show JUZb sang their last song "KISS GOODBYE"
almost all that were there in the studio cry.. can u imagine..?? even the host belinda, cui feng, milubing and the rest of the bands shed tears for dem.. haizz.. so sad, so touching.. :(

wanna noe more, check out this website http://www.superband.com.sg
in this website u can visit or drop a comments in JuzB blog.. not only juzB, there's oso other band blogs and there's is also a superband forum.. do check it out ya..

well....................

im gonna MISS their unique performance, MISS the cheers, shout & laughter...
overall i will MISS everything about them... :(

JUZB, u guyz will go on further.. i do believe in u all..
do make us proud..

juzb u guyz ROCK!!!!!

MISS U...

and ya... not to forget...

i would like to say A BIG THANK YOU for all my friends..

like tommy, youjin, shauna, shekin, rab_naima, adi, fiza, qiao xuan & frens...
thanks for coming down to superband & all the supports u all haf given for JUZB..

thank you so much.... :(

2006-06-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

haizz.. today i really2 break down & cry.... : '(

well, duno why, what or watever ..!! dun wanna talk bout it..
i jus cant take it anymore... : (
sometimes my patience has its limit!!!

nvm lah, today was the last paper of my common test.. overall ok lah, but got a bit mistakes or issit a lot mistakes.. well, i duno.. jus wait n see.. i dun really aim for high marks as long as pass can already lah..

well today, even though im not in a good mood..
i did enjoy myself with shekin, aidah, fiza, rab & adi.. thanks gals for cheer me up..
thanks a lot.. i really appreciate it so much..

we went to town today, take loads n loads of pictures.. haha.. but too bad rab_naima y u nvr join us.. hmmm.. : (

next as usual gals stuff, window shopping.. but haizz, so boring.. cos when GSS i GOT NO $$$$$$.. haizz..... :(
i can only see, touch, feel & go...
but nvm lah as long as i enjoy myself today..
dats gd enough for me already..

gtg now.. tcare all, enjoy ur 2 weeks term break..

2006-06-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing much to say here...

Im jus toooooooo STRESSSSSSSSS........
with the things that happened around me.......
sooner or later, im gonna breakdown....

tcare all..
will update again..
hopefully my next update will be much more happier than before..

wish me LUCK!!

2006-05-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

Had a great time yesterday.......

Its SUPERBAND Quarter Final 6......

Yeah, its all about superband.. i simply cant resist if there's xtra tickets for it.. haha..
Always look forward for superband.. cant really wait to watch it live..
Yesterday show was damn great.. even though its a chinese show, i do really enjoy every much of it.. haha..

Well, for sure definitely, i support Juz-b.. overall they had done their best for it.. even though one of their member met an accident but he still turn up w/o fail.. as a group i can see their motivation in winning the judges heart.. i almost cry after they perform cos yesterday they sing Tong Hua and its quite a slow and sad song(tink so)...

But i'm happy with the points given by the jugdes for Juz-b..

Here the list of points for each band..

1. Milubing - 37
2. Soul - 35.5
3. Qi-nobe - 35.5
4. Juz-B - 34.5
5. Lucify - 33
6. Amber - 33
7. Brods - 32
8. J3 - 31.5
9. Mantou - 26.5
10. Summer Breeze - 24

As usual summer breeze still had the lowest points each week.. haiz, dun really understand y they still in.. but overall yesterday they had improve not a lot but a bit lah.. but their performance still the same.. haha..

dun forget to watch Superbad every Mon 8pm ya.. and if can vote for Juz-b.. :)

Not to forget...

FINALLY!!!!

I had chances take picture with the one i always wanted to take pic with.. haha.. especially AWI from soul, Bryan from BRODS & Jacky from J3... YIppeee!! Awi and Bryan hug me while taking pic with them.. hehe.. and bryan did shake hand wit me after dat too.. hehe..

YEAH!! I'VE ACHIEVED 10KM WALK..

2006-05-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

This is to certify that

Norazlina Bte Rahiman

was a big walker, completing 10 kilometers in

The New Paper Big Walk 2006 on May 21.

Yipppeee!! Jus wake up from my 3hrs plus rest rite after i reached home from the Big Walk.. i feel fresh.. but It was damn tiring, is all i can say.. BUt overall ok lah, despite kena left behind, giddy-ness, muscles pain, leg pain, headache.. I'VE ACHIEVED IT.. YEAH!!

Here's go the journey of my Big Walk experiences...

lets jus talk bout in the morning b4 goin to the Big walk...

# 4 things that was unexpected had happened to me..

1. I wake up late.

2. My MP3 battery was flat and actually i already charged it the day b4. I was so pissed off cos i can't even switch it on and there's go my journey w/o listening to any songs.

3. I realise dat i forget to bring along my coupon in order to get the goodie bag.. i was like #%!#@! i realise it wen i was about to reach yew tee. I was already late at that point of time was already 7am. im suppose to meet my frens at 7am at kallang mrt.

4. In the end i went back home & take my coupon.

5. NO choice i got to take a cab to kallang mrt & i reached there at about 7.30am & there goes my money fly for nothing.. haizzz....!!!!! and jus nice my fren oso jus reached there..

Haizz, klah lets continue....

despite being kena left behind from shekin, rabeah, fiza, adi, azlan & desmond..

luckily there's zheng quan and his fren oso a student of ngee ann in business studies but i forgot to ask wats his name.. hehe.. again forgetful me.. haizz..

but nvm i guess w/o them accompany me thru out my journey i wouldnt have complete the 10km walk.. actually at 5km i already tot of giving up halfway.. cos at dat point of time, i really cannot take it annymore, i felt that in any point of time im goin to collapsed.. but luckily i got bring along my mineral water that i've brought from my home.. overall thanks to zheng quan & his fren cos zheng quan keep on saying "come on azlina, its all about pacing, u can do it" his fren oso keep on motivates me too.. haha.. i guess w/o their's motivates words i wouldnt have achieved it.. thanks to both of you guys.. :) i guess if he didnt come for the big walk, im sure i was left behind all alone.. huhuhuhuh.. :(

klah, when we about to reach the ending point.. i was so excited.. hahaha.. in my heart i keep on saying.. "i dun believe it that i've made it" haha.. at last i've made it... yeah!!!

After dat we proceed on searching for the rest of them, they already seated down listening for theirs numbers to call out.. that is the lucky draw time.. but too bad none of us had win.. cos wen i reached there its already 5th prize goin to grand final price.. i've miss the 30th to 6th prize, but luckily they said dat tmr dun forget to bought The New Paper in case ur number had been called out and u was not around at that point of time.. haha.. guess wat im goin to but The New Paper tmr.. who noes.. haha.. btw the 1st prize number was 8706 or 8076 if im not wrong.. had won a NISSAN CAR.. wow, lucky her.. i guess those who were there goin to buy that lucky number for 4-D. hahaha.. who noes dey might strike 4-D.. haha..

Then we all decided to go to the suntec city to haf our breakfast cum lunch.. n again we walk to suntec city.. guess wat.. halfway thru it rain, at first the rain was quite ok.. out of a sudden... the rain was so heavy.. luckily i got bring my umbrella along & share with shekin & rabeah.. the rest of them was drench wit the rain.. haizz... but luckily lah it rains rite after the Big Walk had

finish.. if not.. haizz...

klah there's go wit my journey & experiences in The New Paper Big Walk...

overall, it was damn tiring cos i had a very bad headache, i feel that my head is goin to burst siar..!! luckily i had my panadol once i reach home.... and there i goes flat!!!!

I duno that i've got a lot to say here.. i guess this is the longest entry i had ever type in.. haha..
klah people, i've got to go and haf my dinner now..

IM HUNGRY!! haha..

tcare all...

2006-05-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

Hie people..

Today nothing much i did lah.. juz slacking at home.. do all the stuffs that i was suppose to do at home.. last few days in school, so tired, so stress... basically on my projects lah.. haiz.. dun wanna talk bout it.. i will get headache.. and ya, see teng if u are reading dis.. hope u get well soon my dear fren.. we need u.. huhuhuhu... :(

Oklah, today is my brother birthday.. happy birthday bro.. u r old now.. haha.. hope u like the billabong cap dat i bought for u.. : )

Hmm, cant wait for tmr.. THE NEW PAPER BIG WALK 2006!! haha.. first time goin for dis such thing.. at first i dun wanna go.. but hmm, nvm lah.. watever it is .. i jus go.. join the fun!! hope it gonna be a great BIG WALK for us.. and a great experience for me.. yeah!!

klah, goin to update again tmr.. if im not tired.. orite.. gtg, tcare all.. : )

2006-05-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

First of all..

To all MUM 's out there..

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY"

to my mum, "happy mother's day" hope u like the present i gave to u.. no matter what happen mum i will always LOVE you.. you are the only one for me in my life.. without you im not what i am now.. thanks mum..!! love u so much!!

Orite, harlow people..

so sorrylah if i never blog for so long..
lately been so buzy preparing for Interim Design Review..
got to prepare powerpoint & all those stuffs to ensure everything turn out well when comes on the day itself.. overall, we did a good job on dat day, even though i was mentally prepared but when come to my turn to present suddenly.......... my mind goes blank..!! can u imagine.. haha, but not totally blank lah.. its jus like, hmm..... "wat am i suppose to say"
thanks to see teng, she back up everything for us.. i guess all credits goes to her bah.. haha.. thanks gerl, without u.. i duno how liao.. but overall we are happy cos the panel review lykes our project & idea of inventing this iron risk preventing system!! we got to improvise our iron already.. let's go gals.. we can do it..

Well basically today stay at home, nothing much to do.. wen online, play minesweeper, do my awft lab, surf net, check frenster, check mails, listening to songs, eat, rest, wash clothes, do housework.. blah, blah, blah... jus to use up my times.. if not i will be damn bored.. but oklah, yesterday wen to mediacorp & again as usual go n support JUZ-B.. yeah, cool performance dey perform yesterday.. a mixture of dikir barat, malay dance + chinese song.. cool! and they got 35 points from the judges.. GO JUZB.. u guys ROCKZ..!! haha..

not to forget, thanks to all my frens..
shauna & her bf, Jinrui
youjin & her bf, tommy
rabeah & adi
shekin, fiza & qiao xuan & frens
or coming down to mediacorp to support JUZB..

without u guyz.. there will be no JUZB fans.. keep on supporting dem ya..
dun worry, got xtra tickets i will sure ask u guys along again..

i guess that all, will update again..
tcare.. cos i care..

2006-04-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

hello frens...

Finally its friday,
Been so tired lately.. now 1weeks of sch jus end.. still got a few more months to go and i already feel so damn tired bcos got to settle a lot of things, project, projects and more projects.. report, reports and more reports.. haizz.. but wat to do, life has to go on.. in order to succeed i must not give up.. i will try my best for it..

As for my fren, saiful redzuan.. im truthfully sorry about ur mum.. u got to be strong, life has to go on.. this is wat we called "LIFE"... things happened unexpectedly and im sorry that i cant be able to attend the last visit.. all i can do for u is to pray for ur mum.. may ur mum soul rest in peace.. my fren, whenever u need my help i will try my best to help u.. trust me..

think about it, makes me cry.. i did cried cos i know how it feels when ur loved ones goes away forever from ur life.. it will neva ever come back to u.. bcos i've lost my beloved dad.. goin to be 7yrs.. nobody could ever replaced him.. time flies so fast till u never realised it.. when the part where u really MISS the person so much.. haizz.. for now i only got my mum.. one and only mum that i will cherish all my life.. mum "I LOVE YOU" cos u r one in a million.....

for all of u out there who's reading this.. please do cherish ur loved ones.. especially ur parents.. cos once they go away from ur life, u will feel the emptiness inside of u.. and u could never find someone or somebody exactly like dem.. so cherish them with all ur life while u can..

haiz, im gonna cry again dis time round.. : (

tcare all.. and please frens if can say "I LOVE YOU" to ur parents... i believe those three words will enlighten their life for sure..

feeling so SICK!!!

2006-04-20T07:00:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone......

HOw's ur holidays? HOpe u all out there doing great and enjoying 1 week holiday ya...
as for me... im SICK for 3 days already.. haizz, so sian..

OKlah, i guess u all wanna noe information bout Superband rite..
Yeah, JuzB got into the next round...
I wanna say THANKS a lot to all of my frens for voting dem and please do continue voting and gif them ur support ya.. hehe, but it is quite a shock that G-FORCE were eliminated.. haizz.. duno why lah.. but i feel g-force are much more better than summer breeze.. hmm, but wat to do.. these are wat we called competition...

btw had a great day dat day during the superband results.. can feel the atmosphere of sadness & happiness.. at first i do feel scared with the results.. but i pray hard hoping that JuzB wouldn't be eliminated... and thank to ALLAH swt for giving them the oppurtunity..

I do believe JuzB can prove to those people out there..

klah here's some pictures that i've taken after the superband results..

Me posing wit JuzB posters...

Me and my cousin.. JUZB ROCKz!!!

Me with two of JuzB members..
left to right: razali, me & my cousin 'D' oso called Hamza.

2006-04-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

I received this email from my fren..
About Name, Month & Sign..
So here's mine to share with u all..

Does your name begin with: N

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

NOVEMBER
>>Has a lot of ideas
>>Difficult to fathom
>>Thinks forward
>>Unique and brilliant
>>Extraordinary ideas
>>Sharp thinking
>>Fine and strong clairvoyance
>>Can become good doctors
>>Careful and cautious
>>Dynamic in personality
>>Secretive
>>Inquisitive
>>Knows how to dig secrets
>>Always thinking
>>Less talkative but amiable
>>Brave and generous
>>Patient
>>Stubborn and hard-hearted
>>If there is a will, there is a way
>>Determined
>>Never give up
>>Hardly become angry unless provoked
>>Loves to be alone
>>Thinks differently from others
>>Sharp-minded
>>Motivates oneself
>>Does not appreciates praises
>>High-spirited
>>Well-built and tough
>>Deep love and emotions
>>Romantic
>>Uncertain in relationships
>>Homely
>>Hardworking
>>High abilities
>>Trustworthy
>>Honest and keeps secrets
>>Not able to control emotions
>>Unpredictable

SAGITTARIUS

Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.

Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.

That's about it.....
I'm not totally believe it but......
some parts are true for me.......

2006-03-29T03:00:00.000+08:00

HArlow everyone....

MISS ME.. hehe..

I'm back...

Now im so free haha.. nothing to do..
Im in my project room now, waiting for my supervisor..
so while waiting why not i blog.. haha..

well, regarding APM on last friday (24th march 2006) was Ok2 lah..
overall i only enjoy Ahli fikir, VE, taufik batisah, dayang nurfaizah, vince, jacyln victor, Anuar zain performance & of course not to forget my fav singer siti nurhaliza..

She sang her new song in her new album that is "Biarlah Rahsia"
That song was damn great.. i love it..
she manage to sing well and make all the audience silence and listen to her nice voice and the meaningful lyrics..
i believe that song had a meaning for her.. that song really suit her..
and maybe a meaning for me too.. haha.. lol..
i had fall in love with the song..
"song at first hear" haha.. like "love at first sight" like that.. hehe..
if u guys wanna hear the song..
u can view my profile at frenster.. i have upload the song in my profile.. orite.. hehe..

and in case u all wanna read the lyric, i will upload it here at the end of my entry.. orite..

Overall the atmosphere there was damn great lah.. but the only things is the sound system was damn loud.. till my ear drum want to burst.. haha.. i've enjoy it, but too bad i cant be able to take pictures wit my fav artist.. haizz..

On the next day, Saturday (25th march 2006)
I went to Suntec City, Fountain Of Wealth..
u all might be thinking why i was there rite.. hehe..
k let me tell u..

I went there to give my support to my cousin who was involve in SuperBAnd.. chinese version that was sponsored by Channel U.. altogether were 18 groups..
that day the performance was being recorded and goin to show on Channel U on
9th April 06 at 9pm..
so guys n gals, do support them for me k.. hehe..
dun forget to votes for them..
thanks..

He n the rest of his members were in an Accapella Group called JuzB..
there are 6 person in the group..
They were damn great man.. imagine all is malay and they can sing a chinese song.. isnt it superb.. haha.. i hope they will be in the top 14 for the finals.. all the best.. do make us proud.. haha..

here's the photo of them.. JuzB..
Guess which one is my Cousin..?? haha..

Here's the lyric song of Siti Nurhaliza...

Siti Nurhaliza - Biarlah Rahsia
Lagu: Melly Goeslow
Lirik: Siti Nurhaliza

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis berlaku
tak siapa yang tahu

mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
tak kan ku .......
tiada pertimbangan

**keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

***dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

**keheningan malam membalutkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiada ku menjauhi

***dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
oooooo

***dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

2 more days to go...

2006-03-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

I cant wait.. 2 more days to go.. hehe..

2 most important things that is :-

1. APM 2006 (Anugerah Planet Muzik)
Time : 8.30pm
Venue: The Max Pavilion (EXPO)

2. My exam results..
Time : hmm, i tink in the morning.. hehe..

Both falls on the same day, dat is dis coming FRIDAY.. but different timing.. haha..
well, i will not check on my results yet even though the results is out first in the morning..
Cos i wanna enjoy myself before facing the truth.. haha..

Can't wait to see all my fav artist perform on that day..
Especially my fav singer, SITI Nurhaliza, MAwi & Taufik BAtisah..
HOw i wish i can be able to take picture wit them.. hehe..

This was my 2nd time being there..
the first time was in 2004, that was 2yr back.. if im not wrong.. hehe..

The atmosphere was great.. cos u noe watching live and watching it on tv was so damn different feeling.. haha.. i still remember during dat time APM 2004, i've got the chance to shake hands wit mostly all the artist plus SITI Nurhaliza too.. but too bad, i cant be able to take pic wit dem due to my film for my camera had finish.. haizz..

Hopefully dis time round i can be able to, cos i had my beloved NOKIA 7610 wit me.. hehe..
Well watever it is.. i cant wait.. APM here i come.. hehe..

Well not to forget, one more day to go for the DRAgon boat Reggetta.. haha.. did i type correctly.. hmm, nvm.. for all the MIDAc students that participate.. all the best ya..
We will support for u all this thursday..

FOr rabeah, shekin, aidah and cteng..
Gals, u rock..!! haha..
you go gals..!!

Go, MIDAC, Go...!!!

FED UP!!!

2006-03-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

hie, morning all.. today really a bad luck for me..
so fed up with the train.. haizz.. bcos of it i was late to sch today..
i reached skool at 9plus..

Actually the train stuck in the middle of the kranji track.. for damn 15mins.. haizz..
the train trying to move forward but keep on emergency brake.. i was standing wit my heavy laptop and i nearly fly off siar.. luckily i manage to grab any nearby pole.. if not GOD knows how.. haha.. after the train stuck there for so long.. the driver wen back to the last cabin n proceed back to kranji station.. haizz.. from there i got to let go one of the train due to so many people at the stn..

When i reach j.east mrt station.. i was so shocked to see a lot of people at the station.. cos due to the mrt fault dats make human jam.. haizz.. again i got to let go the train.. dis time round 3 train gone.. haizz..

i had nvr encounter this situation, normally my journey to sch wasnt like dis.. haizz..

now in sch, doing nothing again.. haha.. dats y im so free to blog..
klah, gtg.. update again..
tcare..

finally its friday..

2006-03-18T06:47:00.000+08:00

hie people, so long nvr blog liao.. so stress dis whole week.. finally today is friday.. 1week had pass.. yeah, tmr sat can wake up late.. haha.. everyday wake up so early in the morning and go home late afternoon so tired to blog.. having so throat.. gonna fall sick soon.. hopefully not.. haha..

now me in my project room, nothing to do.. haha, jus slacking around.. but jus now got at least do something wit our project.. haha.. do the circuit until siao liao.. ooh ya, and not to forget today cteng bday.. haha.. happy birthday gal, hope u like the present gal.. hehe..

klah gonna update again sooner or later.. haha..

take care all..

2006-02-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hello people...

I'm finally back to blog.. So damn long time i neva update my blog.. so sorry to all.. thousand apologies ya.. smiless... hehe..

Actually for the past 4 months, so many things had happened to me.. dis is wat life is.. got to accept the fact.. things happened for a reason..

Well whatever it is, i jus hope & pray for the best for my mum n me..
get well soon mum.. I Love Ya so much...

As for now, exam are coming in two weeks time..
time for me to buck up & study for my exam..
i dun wanna dissapoint my mum & including myself..

Hmm, klah i gtg now.. so damn sleepy now..
tcare people out there..
will blog again soon.. hopefully..

see ya..
missh u all..
tata..

2006-02-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

Artist: Kelly Clarkson

Song: Because Of You

Album: Breakaway[Buy "Breakaway" CD]
I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid
I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing
Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

2005-10-09T08:30:00.001+08:00

harlow.... im back again... back wit a lot to say.. or mayb tell.. haha.. wateva..

ok, firstly.. basically now.. is the fasting month.. thank GOD i haf been given the oppurtunity to fast.. well today is the 4th day of Ramadan.. & oso the 4th day i've been down with flu.. hmm.. duno y it happen at the same time.. well nvm mayb lately i nvr had an enough sleep n rest.. due to a lot of problems im facing.. haizz...

next, i've got my results on 6th oct '05.. nvr to the least expected.. i've drop a lot.. haizz.. but watever it is passed is all dat i want.. hehe, nvr really aim high.. watever it is.. im happy wit it..

now.. about job interview.. lately on monday 3rd oct '05.. me, youjin & shauna went for an interview at watson.. dey say dey will call us up on wed afternoon.. waited n waited w/o no news from them.. quite dissapointed though.. cos dat was the second time i went interview at watson.. haizz.. but wat to do.. mayb not our luck.. but im not gonna stop searching for jobs thoug.. lately went to my ntuc here ask dem whether there's any vacancy.. but the manager there jus gif me the application form.. after finish writing it.. the manager say if dey need, dey will cal me up.. haizz.. again i got to wait n wait n wait..

On Tuesday 4th oct '05, i went to national dental centre to see a dentist cos i got a hole in my tooth the last tooth on my left hand side.. wen there wit my mum.. i was so scared cos after so long i've never been to a dentist.. haha.. wen there early to get register before my number been called.. while waiting my heart pump so fast.. only GOD noes how i felt on dat day... wen inside the clinic room.. i saw a lot of stuffs inisde.. so damn scary.. see those dentist tools.. haizz.. i jus pray hard not to be scared.. n there it goes... the dentist start interviewing me.. wat had happen blah blah blah.. hmm.. overall the experience being at there i will nvr forget.. cos it was damn pain.. anyway my tooth the dentist nvr pull it up.. he jus cover up the hole at my teeth there.. i wonder y he dont want to pull it off.. hmm.. i pity my mum on dat day.. cos she haf to wait for me for about 2 & 1/2hrs.. from 1.30pm to 3pm.. can u imagine.. how long.. haizz.. she tld me she nearly dozed off... pity her.. thanks mum for everything.. love ya lots..

Hmm.. for now, im jus slacking at home.. duno wat to do.. so damn boring.. but wat to do live haf to go on... luckily i got a thing called laptop.. even though it was not mine.. its sch property.. but im glad.. at least i will not be so bored.. even though dis laptop kind of slow.. but okok lah.. i stil can adapt to it.. after all my pc the hard disk crashed.. haizz.. no $$ to repair it.. so sad.. but nvm lah.. as long as i stil haf this laptop to accompany me til i graduate.. after dat.. bubbye laptop.. gonna miss ya.. haha.. well i started to talk rubbish now.. before i cont i better stop.. gonna cont again.. next time.. goin off now to cook for my break fast in an 1hr plus time.. duno wat to cook.. hehe.. see watever i haf in the fridge.. bye.. tcare all..

2005-10-09T08:30:00.000+08:00

hello...

2005-09-14T04:00:00.000+08:00

harlow everyone, wow so long i nvr update my blog.. been very busy lately.. with my studies & now busy preparing for my exams. haizz.. two paper gone liao.. but both paper damn difficult.. yesterday took telecomunication principles (TP).. i didnt expect the paper will turn out to be so difficult n tricky.. i did a lot of mistakes.. haizz.. hopefully i can pass. i dun wana retake dat module again..

as for now, two more paper is coming up.. dat is ACDA & MCTE. ACDA was on thurs & MCTE was on Friday.. i duno how to study for MCTE cos got no enough time for it.. unless im good at dividing my time slot to study for MCTE. Hopefully i will try my best for both of the paper dat coming up next..

that's all i got to say for now.. got to go n study liao.. if not got no time.. haha.. see ya around next time.. tcare all... will update again..

2005-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

at home today the whole day... so damn boring, nothing to do.. jus dunno wat to do.. cant seem to do anything.. cant seem to be as per normal.. i jus dunno wat happen to me.. im too confused, confused wit the thing called "life........"

wat makes me say dat way is bcos, sometimes things happened to the unexpected.. sometimes u r happy, sad, lonely, blah, blah, blah....

i hate loneliness. it would really make me cry even for nothing.. it make me thinks even though i dunno wat im tinking.. feels like life w/o dat special someone doesnt work out for me.. i mean im too lonely, i jus need someone whom i can talk to.. i jus dunno to whom im gona talk wit to share all my problems dat im suffering.. talk to frens dat is another way but sometimes frens dey jus listen n give advice, dey did makes ur life much brighter much happier but it is totally different when u haf someone special to be there for u...

i dunno why suddenly my mind kept thinking of relationship, past n future relationship.. my past is always a past but my future i will neva noe wat will happen.. im jus too confused to think n to chose wat is right n wat is wrong.. i jus dun wanna break anyone heart.. i noe how dey feel if being hurt by someone.. i oso got hurt time n time again.. i had enough of it.. im praying n hoping dat GOD will show the right man for me in time to come..

being single there's an advantages n disadvantages... u r free to do anything dat u like to do, but at times u will feel damn lonely..

being attached, well there is someone out there for u but wen it comes to a problems it will lead us to start a fight n end up breaking up w/o even thinking wats next...

so, i duno wat is the thing called love.. issit meant to be forever or jus for a while....

hmm.. my brain cant think of anything now.. totally blank n clueless... all dat i wish for is... hoping dat i will be strong n go on wit my life.......

Something to share..

2005-08-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but inreflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are,and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you,but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyesto little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that youpossibly can, for you may never experience it again. Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love,break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Happy National Day!

2005-08-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Today is singapore 4oth birthday.. yeah, happy national day singapore...!!
today went out wit youjin n shauna to parkway parade shopping centre, had our lunch there at kfc, yum.. yum.. after dat we window shopping at there.. such a big shopping centre n i feel lost in there cos i seldom go there n window shopping.. haha..

after dat we went to east coast park, cycling.. wah.. at there a lot of people cos it is a public holiday.. my fren shauna keep saying.. how to cycle like dat? haha.. but no matter wat we still cycle.. we cycle to bedok jetty, where dat jetty we could see a lot of fishermans trying their luck to catch fish.. at dat point of time oso the weather was so hot... so hot til i feel my whole body burn.. haha, but after all we enjoy ourselves.. not to miss, during our way there to bedok jetty we encounter a lot of accidents.. luckily i was in time to stop my brake if not me n shauna would had haf fall down n injured.. haizz.. only god noes how i felt dat day.. cos me n shauna shares one bicycle dat has two seat wit it.. dis time round we've learn our lesson.. dat not to cycle during public holidays.. cos those kids is the cause of bicycle accident cos they all anyhow stop n cut our lane.. haizz...

oklah so much of dat.. after cycling we all went to marina to see fireworks again.. dis time round really a lot of people.. luckily we manage to get a right spot to seat n settle down while waiting for the fireworks to start.. the fireworks was so damn nice tis time.. but overall i tink the fireworks at marina south is much more nicer.. haha.. klah, dats all i can update.. will update soon again.. tcare..

2005-08-06T14:45:00.000+08:00

Hie all.. sorry for not updating for so long.. recently a lot of things happened.. but i try my best to list out those things if i still can remember.. haha..

--> Firstly was my Common Test results.. thank god, i've pass.. some results is to the unexpected.. haha.. but overall i've got all A's for my results.. : )

--> Secondly, hmm.. wat issit eh? well, jus wanna say dat i bum into my ex bf again.. dis time he was jus walking beside me & i dunno whether he did saw me or pretend nvr saw me.. haha.. but i dun gif a damn about it.. but for wat i noe, dat time he was bz talking wit his gf hand-in-hand.. but wat the heck.. but the weird things is, it happened at the same place but diff time.. hmm, i tink he started to hang around there cos he noes i will always spend my time at there.. mayb he has a motive to make me jealous or something.. but hey, sorry lah, i got no time to haf dis jealous feelings towards u anymore.. but one thing i miss out is dat i cant really get the chance to see his gf face.. haha.. im wondering how can she tolerate wit my ex bf attitude.. haha.. hmm, forget bout him, lets jus talk bout the other things..

--> hmm.. wat else eh? i really cant think of anyting to type rite now..cos im so sleepy n tired.. haha.. if i can still remember i will update it.. hopefully.. haha.. klah gtg n sleep.. gdnite all.. tcare always...

2005-07-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

today i had my 2nd paper of my common test that is acda.. the first one was maths paper.. wah, overall i can say the maths paper okok lah.. but got dis one particular question dat makes me headache.. haizz.. but watever it is, its already over.. hope i can pass.. didnt really hope to aim high.. at least pass im happy already.. bout the acda paper not dat bad too.. but some question oso make me so blurr.. but overall im satisfied wit it..

tmr is my 3rd paper dat is TP, i got no confident in dis paper.. cos i totally dunno.. trying my best to memorise all the formulas.. damn headache.. dunno y cannot go in my brain.. haizz.. but no matter wat im gonna try my very best..

lastly, my last paper was mcte dat is on friday.. for dat paper, i already study a bit of it.. but need to study again tmr after the 3rd paper..
well dat's all i can update for now.. i need to continue memorising my TP now...

will update again soon..........

2005-07-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

Wat a day.. hmm, can called it a happy day n oso the unluckiest day or watever day.. well today went out wit shauna, last minute plan.. cos im so bored at home n got no mood to study for my common test dat is very soon to come dat is on the 19th july - 22th july.. haizz, n i havnt prepared anything yet.. dunno where to start.. dis time round all the modules except maths will not be given any formula sheet.. n guess wat we r goin to memorise the formulas for every modules no matter wat.. haizz.. im scared dat i'm gonna get mix up wit the formulas.. hopefully not..

well back to the the actual story.. as i said earlier i went out wit my fren to city hall.. at first we tot of goin to orchard.. jus to walk around but too bad its raining heavily so we decided to change plan.. we went to city hall.. well to cut it short, as soon as we reach suntec city.. wat a suprise dat i saw my ex bf wit his gf.. not my recent ex bf, he's my ex bf during my ite years.. is not dat im jealous or something. it jus dat the way he reacted infront of me makes me feel like slapping his face.. he has change a lot in term of appearance.. i noe y he did dat cos he once told me dat by changing his looks as in style will not make his x gf's regconise him, but hey not for me.. no matter how much u change i will still regconise u.. dis was a third unexpected one.. the first one was at causeway point and the second one was at plaza singapura..

well i dun gif a damn bout him anymore after since he dump me for another gal.. n it was already goin to 2yrs til now.. so i dun haf any feelings towards him anymore.. all i wish is dat watever gal he is with now hope he's happy wit his life..

as for me life has to go on....... even though GOD created one for me but the real one havnt yet to come to my life.. i believe in dis phrase saying "GOD, let u meet the wrong one till u meet the right one" so i guess i will wait for the rite one to come.. hopefully..

to love n to hurt is part of a relationship, wit dat we learn our mistakes n try not to repeat the same mistakes over n over again.. n wit dat oso we will be matured enough to decide..

as for now.. i must concerntrate on my studies.. if love is yet to come, let it come, let nature take its course..

got to go now.. sleepy n tired already.. tcare all... zZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzz....

something to share (part 2)

2005-06-20T05:30:00.001+08:00

ok.. after dat, as usual walk back home slowly n reach home at about 1plus if im not wrong.. after having my lunch, i eat my medicine as told by the doctor.. den not to forget my mum ask me to drink a malay medicine before im goin to bed to sleep.. she says dis malay medicine is gd.. has a lot of specialities in it.. so i drank n wen to bed after dat.. at first i can sleep dat well.. cos the pain is still there... but slowly i was be able to sleep... zzzzzzzzzzzz.....

ok, i slept almost 5hrs.. n wake up at 6plus if im not wrong.. as usual i go n do my stuff.. dis time round i dun feel dat pain.. mayb i was thinking dat malay medicine dat my mum gaf me helps a lot.. thanks GOD..

On 17 june 05, the day where i was supposed to go NUH to see a specialist.. but before dat wake up in the morning to do my big bussiness again.. to my suprise.. after settling everything.. blood dripping all over n i was so shocked at dat time.. tld my mum bout it.. den quickly we get ready to NUH for the appointment n we r late for 15mins..

As usual we wait anxiously n patiently for my name to be called out.. only god knows how i felt dat time.. my heart was beating so fast mayb im scared dat after dat i need to be transfer to operation theatre.. haizz.. i was praying so hard dat hopefully i no need to go for an operation.. as i was waiting, there came out a nurse calling out my name.. n there goes my heartbeat.. beating so fast.. slowly i walk in wit my mum helping me.. as usual i tld everyting bout wat had happen to me.. the same thing oso.. the doctor check.. n arrggghhhh.... dat point of time i wanted to scream but i duno y my voice doesnt seem wanna come out from my mouth.. wah, so damn pain.. i jus bear wit it..

after dat the same thing i cant wait to hear wat the doc might say.. i was so happy wen she say "i got gd news for u, the blood clot has come out by itself n there's no need of me to transfer u for an operation" wah... wat a relief...... at times i feel happy n at times oso i was trying to tahan wit the pain im suffering.. n at the same time i saw a smile from my mum face.. mayb her prayers has been granted.. Thank GOD..

well i was given 1 week MC from the doctor.. wah 1 week.. dat's a long MC i've ever received.. i felt happy dat i can rest at home but at the same time im worried wit my studies too.. hopefully my fren will help me out in dis.. youjin, shauna.. im hoping dat u all can teach me.. i need ur guys help.. well.. dats all i can share wit u all.. the moral of the story is.. hmm, guys out there eat more vegetables n fruits everyday.. haha.. n i've learned my lesson now..

orite guys gtg.. i should haf a gd rest from now on.. so u all take gd care of urself... till we meet again.. bubbye... (",)

something to share....

2005-06-20T05:30:00.000+08:00

hi guys.. i got something to share wit u all out there bout wat had happened to me lately......
well, the story goes like dis........

On wed 15 june 05 i already feel the pain in me.. but i jus ignored it cos i tot it was jus a normal thing.. well indeed i feel uneasy but i tld to myself nothing gonna happen to me.. so life goes on til the next morning...

16 june 05, as usual got to wake up in the morning to get ready to school.. dat was 8am cos my lesson start at 10am... as usual do my stuff like wat other people would do early in the morning as in do big business(oops.. dat is wat happened to me as in the pain in me) n ya after dat i feel the pain is worsen.. i cant even walk properly or even sit properly.. it was so pain.. im wondering wat had happen to me.. til i tld my mum bout it.. she directly says to me not to wait any longer.. we go polyclinic now to check up.. n after dat i msg my fren youjin, i tld her dat i cant be able to attend lesson today... i tld her everyting n she ask me to tcare of myself.. n not to forget i did sms shauna bout it..

so, slowly me n my mum walk to polyclinic cos from my house not dat far jus a 10mins walk to there.. even though pain i got to bear wit it.. dat time if im not wrong was 9plus in the morning.. reach wld polyclinic, to my suprise.. wow, so many people. i can see a lot of elderly people's goin for an appointment for a check up.. i stil remember i've waited for almost 1hr plus to jus see a doctor.. i feel like im goin to faint sooner or later cos i cant tahan the pain liao..

ok here the worse thing in the consulation room as in doctor room.. i told her everyting bout wat had happen to me.. n she told me to....... hmm, dis part i cant be able to write in here.. as in i prefer to keep it personal.. only GOD knows how i felt dat particular day.. well as usual im curious bout wat the doc gonna say to me.. im shocked.. cos she says there's a blood clot inside of it.. n i got to refer to hospital for an operation in order to cut dat blood clot thing.... haizz i feel like crying n faint at dat point of time.. cos nvr in my life i will be under going for an operation.. i look my mum expression at dat time i can be able to see the worriedness in her.. haizz.. why all dis gonna happen to me.. but watever it is dis is life.. we got to accept the fact..

next got to proceed to the pharmacy n collect my medicine n make a payment before proceeding to another level to take my hospital appointment letter.. n i was refered to NUH, colorectal clinic the nxt day dats is 17 june 05 at 9.40am......

to be continue.....

2005-06-13T11:30:00.002+08:00

youjin, me, shauna, shuhui at beauty world Mcdonald's...

2005-06-13T11:30:00.001+08:00

me n my crazy, crazy daughters.... hahaha

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2005-06-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

Harlow... anybody miss me? hehe.. guess nobody.. well ya, basically its been so long........ so damn long i didnt update my blog... well, ya been very busy lately wit skools stuffs n oso been very so damn tired... dis week is the 3rd week of skool already.. so far haizz... all the modules this time round so damn difficult.. haizz... n guess wat common test is jus nxt mth.. so damn fast.. got to really buck up dis time... cannot slack already.. but actually i've been slacking at home today n yesterday, my weekend so damn boring.. tot of doing my assignments but den dun feel like doin it.. no mood lah.. mind cannot think liao.. haizz.. klah actually jus finish changing my blog skin.. i find it so nice n beautiful.. n den ya trying to update myself here.. mayb nxt time i will write again if i got the time.. haha.. see ya around guys, take care always..

2005-05-24T08:00:00.000+08:00

Harlow im back............................

wow, its been so long i haven't been updating my blog.....
guess wat, soon 7 weeks of my holiday will end.. haizz, cos tmr is the starting of our second semester.. well as usual i dun tink everyone has the feeling to go back to sch tmr.. cos haha, holidays not enough.. well wat to do, we got to go back to sch.. start a new chapter of life.. a life of diff meaning, path n stress.. haha, dunno wat rubbish im talking about..

hmmm.. holidays for me so far.. all i can say okok lah... i've got a lot to say actually but i believe it wont be enough for me to say it all.. so i jus cut it short.. well, some part im bored, tired, stress, sad, sleepy, suprising, unexpected, happy, lonely, confusing, unbelievable, enjoyable etc.. haha, cos many things had happen to me recently.. dis is wat we call "LIFE" we got to accept wateva things dat may come & we will neva know wat will happen next.. so cherish ur life and treat it as if it for the last..

i guess i've to stop here... no idea n lost of words.............................

will be continue..............

2005-04-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the PopulationIf you scored...
80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.
60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.
20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.
0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's" Your Attitude?

2005-04-25T08:55:00.001+08:00

You are 80% Sagittarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?