ok.. after dat, as usual walk back home slowly n reach home at about 1plus if im not wrong.. after having my lunch, i eat my medicine as told by the doctor.. den not to forget my mum ask me to drink a malay medicine before im goin to bed to sleep.. she says dis malay medicine is gd.. has a lot of specialities in it.. so i drank n wen to bed after dat.. at first i can sleep dat well.. cos the pain is still there... but slowly i was be able to sleep... zzzzzzzzzzzz.....
ok, i slept almost 5hrs.. n wake up at 6plus if im not wrong.. as usual i go n do my stuff.. dis time round i dun feel dat pain.. mayb i was thinking dat malay medicine dat my mum gaf me helps a lot.. thanks GOD..
On 17 june 05, the day where i was supposed to go NUH to see a specialist.. but before dat wake up in the morning to do my big bussiness again.. to my suprise.. after settling everything.. blood dripping all over n i was so shocked at dat time.. tld my mum bout it.. den quickly we get ready to NUH for the appointment n we r late for 15mins..
As usual we wait anxiously n patiently for my name to be called out.. only god knows how i felt dat time.. my heart was beating so fast mayb im scared dat after dat i need to be transfer to operation theatre.. haizz.. i was praying so hard dat hopefully i no need to go for an operation.. as i was waiting, there came out a nurse calling out my name.. n there goes my heartbeat.. beating so fast.. slowly i walk in wit my mum helping me.. as usual i tld everyting bout wat had happen to me.. the same thing oso.. the doctor check.. n arrggghhhh.... dat point of time i wanted to scream but i duno y my voice doesnt seem wanna come out from my mouth.. wah, so damn pain.. i jus bear wit it..
after dat the same thing i cant wait to hear wat the doc might say.. i was so happy wen she say "i got gd news for u, the blood clot has come out by itself n there's no need of me to transfer u for an operation" wah... wat a relief...... at times i feel happy n at times oso i was trying to tahan wit the pain im suffering.. n at the same time i saw a smile from my mum face.. mayb her prayers has been granted.. Thank GOD..
well i was given 1 week MC from the doctor.. wah 1 week.. dat's a long MC i've ever received.. i felt happy dat i can rest at home but at the same time im worried wit my studies too.. hopefully my fren will help me out in dis.. youjin, shauna.. im hoping dat u all can teach me.. i need ur guys help.. well.. dats all i can share wit u all.. the moral of the story is.. hmm, guys out there eat more vegetables n fruits everyday.. haha.. n i've learned my lesson now..
orite guys gtg.. i should haf a gd rest from now on.. so u all take gd care of urself... till we meet again.. bubbye... (",)
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hi guys.. i got something to share wit u all out there bout wat had happened to me lately......
well, the story goes like dis........
On wed 15 june 05 i already feel the pain in me.. but i jus ignored it cos i tot it was jus a normal thing.. well indeed i feel uneasy but i tld to myself nothing gonna happen to me.. so life goes on til the next morning...
16 june 05, as usual got to wake up in the morning to get ready to school.. dat was 8am cos my lesson start at 10am... as usual do my stuff like wat other people would do early in the morning as in do big business(oops.. dat is wat happened to me as in the pain in me) n ya after dat i feel the pain is worsen.. i cant even walk properly or even sit properly.. it was so pain.. im wondering wat had happen to me.. til i tld my mum bout it.. she directly says to me not to wait any longer.. we go polyclinic now to check up.. n after dat i msg my fren youjin, i tld her dat i cant be able to attend lesson today... i tld her everyting n she ask me to tcare of myself.. n not to forget i did sms shauna bout it..
so, slowly me n my mum walk to polyclinic cos from my house not dat far jus a 10mins walk to there.. even though pain i got to bear wit it.. dat time if im not wrong was 9plus in the morning.. reach wld polyclinic, to my suprise.. wow, so many people. i can see a lot of elderly people's goin for an appointment for a check up.. i stil remember i've waited for almost 1hr plus to jus see a doctor.. i feel like im goin to faint sooner or later cos i cant tahan the pain liao..
ok here the worse thing in the consulation room as in doctor room.. i told her everyting bout wat had happen to me.. n she told me to....... hmm, dis part i cant be able to write in here.. as in i prefer to keep it personal.. only GOD knows how i felt dat particular day.. well as usual im curious bout wat the doc gonna say to me.. im shocked.. cos she says there's a blood clot inside of it.. n i got to refer to hospital for an operation in order to cut dat blood clot thing.... haizz i feel like crying n faint at dat point of time.. cos nvr in my life i will be under going for an operation.. i look my mum expression at dat time i can be able to see the worriedness in her.. haizz.. why all dis gonna happen to me.. but watever it is dis is life.. we got to accept the fact..
next got to proceed to the pharmacy n collect my medicine n make a payment before proceeding to another level to take my hospital appointment letter.. n i was refered to NUH, colorectal clinic the nxt day dats is 17 june 05 at 9.40am......
to be continue.....
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youjin, me, shauna, shuhui at beauty world Mcdonald's...
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me n my crazy, crazy daughters.... hahaha
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Harlow... anybody miss me? hehe.. guess nobody.. well ya, basically its been so long........ so damn long i didnt update my blog... well, ya been very busy lately wit skools stuffs n oso been very so damn tired... dis week is the 3rd week of skool already.. so far haizz... all the modules this time round so damn difficult.. haizz... n guess wat common test is jus nxt mth.. so damn fast.. got to really buck up dis time... cannot slack already.. but actually i've been slacking at home today n yesterday, my weekend so damn boring.. tot of doing my assignments but den dun feel like doin it.. no mood lah.. mind cannot think liao.. haizz.. klah actually jus finish changing my blog skin.. i find it so nice n beautiful.. n den ya trying to update myself here.. mayb nxt time i will write again if i got the time.. haha.. see ya around guys, take care always..
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