at home today the whole day... so damn boring, nothing to do.. jus dunno wat to do.. cant seem to do anything.. cant seem to be as per normal.. i jus dunno wat happen to me.. im too confused, confused wit the thing called "life........"
wat makes me say dat way is bcos, sometimes things happened to the unexpected.. sometimes u r happy, sad, lonely, blah, blah, blah....
i hate loneliness. it would really make me cry even for nothing.. it make me thinks even though i dunno wat im tinking.. feels like life w/o dat special someone doesnt work out for me.. i mean im too lonely, i jus need someone whom i can talk to.. i jus dunno to whom im gona talk wit to share all my problems dat im suffering.. talk to frens dat is another way but sometimes frens dey jus listen n give advice, dey did makes ur life much brighter much happier but it is totally different when u haf someone special to be there for u...
i dunno why suddenly my mind kept thinking of relationship, past n future relationship.. my past is always a past but my future i will neva noe wat will happen.. im jus too confused to think n to chose wat is right n wat is wrong.. i jus dun wanna break anyone heart.. i noe how dey feel if being hurt by someone.. i oso got hurt time n time again.. i had enough of it.. im praying n hoping dat GOD will show the right man for me in time to come..
being single there's an advantages n disadvantages... u r free to do anything dat u like to do, but at times u will feel damn lonely..
being attached, well there is someone out there for u but wen it comes to a problems it will lead us to start a fight n end up breaking up w/o even thinking wats next...
so, i duno wat is the thing called love.. issit meant to be forever or jus for a while....
hmm.. my brain cant think of anything now.. totally blank n clueless... all dat i wish for is... hoping dat i will be strong n go on wit my life.......
♥ I'll be everything you need....... ♥
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but inreflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are,and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you,but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyesto little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that youpossibly can, for you may never experience it again. Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love,break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.
♥ I'll be everything you need....... ♥
Today is singapore 4oth birthday.. yeah, happy national day singapore...!!
today went out wit youjin n shauna to parkway parade shopping centre, had our lunch there at kfc, yum.. yum.. after dat we window shopping at there.. such a big shopping centre n i feel lost in there cos i seldom go there n window shopping.. haha..
after dat we went to east coast park, cycling.. wah.. at there a lot of people cos it is a public holiday.. my fren shauna keep saying.. how to cycle like dat? haha.. but no matter wat we still cycle.. we cycle to bedok jetty, where dat jetty we could see a lot of fishermans trying their luck to catch fish.. at dat point of time oso the weather was so hot... so hot til i feel my whole body burn.. haha, but after all we enjoy ourselves.. not to miss, during our way there to bedok jetty we encounter a lot of accidents.. luckily i was in time to stop my brake if not me n shauna would had haf fall down n injured.. haizz.. only god noes how i felt dat day.. cos me n shauna shares one bicycle dat has two seat wit it.. dis time round we've learn our lesson.. dat not to cycle during public holidays.. cos those kids is the cause of bicycle accident cos they all anyhow stop n cut our lane.. haizz...
oklah so much of dat.. after cycling we all went to marina to see fireworks again.. dis time round really a lot of people.. luckily we manage to get a right spot to seat n settle down while waiting for the fireworks to start.. the fireworks was so damn nice tis time.. but overall i tink the fireworks at marina south is much more nicer.. haha.. klah, dats all i can update.. will update soon again.. tcare..
♥ I'll be everything you need....... ♥
Hie all.. sorry for not updating for so long.. recently a lot of things happened.. but i try my best to list out those things if i still can remember.. haha..
--> Firstly was my Common Test results.. thank god, i've pass.. some results is to the unexpected.. haha.. but overall i've got all A's for my results.. : )
--> Secondly, hmm.. wat issit eh? well, jus wanna say dat i bum into my ex bf again.. dis time he was jus walking beside me & i dunno whether he did saw me or pretend nvr saw me.. haha.. but i dun gif a damn about it.. but for wat i noe, dat time he was bz talking wit his gf hand-in-hand.. but wat the heck.. but the weird things is, it happened at the same place but diff time.. hmm, i tink he started to hang around there cos he noes i will always spend my time at there.. mayb he has a motive to make me jealous or something.. but hey, sorry lah, i got no time to haf dis jealous feelings towards u anymore.. but one thing i miss out is dat i cant really get the chance to see his gf face.. haha.. im wondering how can she tolerate wit my ex bf attitude.. haha.. hmm, forget bout him, lets jus talk bout the other things..
--> hmm.. wat else eh? i really cant think of anyting to type rite now..cos im so sleepy n tired.. haha.. if i can still remember i will update it.. hopefully.. haha.. klah gtg n sleep.. gdnite all.. tcare always...
♥ I'll be everything you need....... ♥
